.the.forgotten.fairytale.

PLEASE LOOK HERE!

2010-05-12T01:53:00.000-07:00

HELLO ALL. I HAVE MOVED. ISABEL WHY DID YOU MONOPOLIZE MY TAGBOARD.
http://shredsofsong.blogspot.com
sorry about the super simplesimple blog and no tagboard. I WILL FIX THAT... somehow. any volunteers??
seeeyouuuuuu. <3
i hope i haven't become more bimbo as time goes on. NO WAYS. i have not.
i have not,
no.
noooooo.

2010-02-07T06:28:00.000-08:00

i got a very sweet sms today,
courtesy of amanda darling.
(i DO feel english. on set of history and colonization.)

10 ways to know you love someone:
(here i slide open my phone to
be greeted by my uber-cute wallpaper. ^^)
(for the sake of me being a girl
i shall refer to my non-existent significant other
as a he.)
1: you think of him late at night and still think of him when you go to bed
2: you walk really slow when you talk to him
3: you don't feel okay when he's far away
4: you smile when you hear his voice
6: he's everything you wished for
7: you smile everytime you look at him
8: there's a person in your mind while you've been reading this
9: you're so busy thinking about him you didn't notice no.5 is missing
10: you're checking if that's true and are silently laughing to yourself
(: (: (:
(followed by the chain mail warnings etc. etc.)

how cute is that. food for the hopelessly romantic me.
anywaaaaaay. history kills me espcially when it's
your first graded assignment and you're clueless.
will blog more when i feel like.
I <3 FAIR WEATHER FRIENDS!

2010-01-14T02:40:00.000-08:00

i have decided not to look at my tagboard.
it's demoralizing.
okay, so something to away my artistic
talent of writing PMs, particularly emo
and ALWAYS about love. trying to get back on my feet now.
to quote the great Mr Hong,
"is your broken heart fixed?"
ah well. don't know yet.
i have gone rather mad these few days and started blogging,
facebooking and youtubing again.
which i could easily abstain from if
i wanted to, or was just
too tired to think about it.
well, to get over my tiredness i'm gonna try sleeping at like 9pm
every day. cos it really sucks to have to
be suddenly so lethargic in the middle
of a fairly interesting lesson.
and having to nap in the afternoon, which
i did today for don't know how long.
ahhh. die le.
school was... quite nice today,
actually learned quite a few things. i
can see that with Mr Teo for our history teacher i
might actually begin to like the subject,
and from now i on i know i need to copy endlessly during
his lesson. that's nice, i kind of like that.
science was...okay. might be
joining clean and green week with our hopefully
successful eco-roof prototype.
and survive through the stuggle meanwhile.
still quite hyped up about
shao shan's sweet 16, and she did say
that she was very touched. WAHAHA, being my friend
comes with insurance de, covers birthdays as well.
can claim present and a lot of fun. (:
another thing i learnt today-
it hurts to be different.
well, not only today, learnt it a long
time ago, from like p6...
but it still poses a problem for me.
i wish i could stop growing up...
or just grow slower, at the same pace as everyone
else. to blend in sometimes and
not stick out like a sore thumb.
***
have to study for chengyu test tomorrow!
seriously, there are FIFTY chengyus
and i can only remember about 30?
diediedie. i really hope to be consistently
good for this year so i'm trying
my best to work out every subject and
put in my best effort for it,
even if it means sacrificing sleep and
maybe even more things to sacrifice in the future!
but thing is i really want to do this,
i know i can.
so with desire, i believe.
with desire and belief i will
expect and set goals, and with
persistency i will achieve them.
(:(: it's nice to have a psychologist-conductor.
so i will NOT fail at believing in myself
no matter how tough the going gets.
no matter what others think of me.
no matter what i have to give up.
and least of all, not a relationship issue.
and while i'm free, i'll think up
a cycling outing, find kaki and then
celebrate what i have in style;
i suddenly miss those times in p3p4 when
the "moonfire butterflies"
(and sometimes other people who came
on and out of our lives)
would gather at the school garden
during recess and bring all our snacks to share
and celebrate CNY.
we even gave each other fake angpows.
(filled with candy and other gifts.)

i'm treading on hot stones wherever you are...

2010-01-13T02:55:00.000-08:00

honesty is really the best policy.
i shall speak more on this later, school first.
ACC? absolutely confusing, positively boring.
sooo need to brush up on my chinese.
the situation now is not unlike my first year in DHS,
total chinese noob-dom. ahhhh.
he speaks to fast for one, and has terrible diction.
LA was a bore as usual.
the stupid soh keeps calling us stupid and useless
and weak everyday. my GOOOD.
shall skip the details.
science? not bad, will do microbiology soon. finally,
something real! i hope we'll get more out of our bio syllabus this
year, and i won't be jealous when niya dissects a sheep's heart
- no wait, actually, ANYTHING- cos i'll be dissecting a frog or something.
and she doesn't have to rub RGS in my face.
computing. they actually invented something
to disable all conputer monitors and blank your screen.
AHHHHHHHHH. irritating? yes.
for the computing teachers though, it's a wonderful tool.
we all know how much we slack during computing.
ohwells.
didn't gt half the lesson and soon i gave up,
almost twisted my neck cos i kept turning to type
and retype the encoding.
i solemnly swear NEVER to go into IT even if it costs me my life.
geography was cool, except that my stomach
was rumbling throughout the whole thing. and i copied notes
later so i lagged behind quite a bit. ah. just
get better prepared next time!!
oh yes, distributed AWESOME y2 orientation dazzle maniacs tshirt
today!! i still remember asking kiatshing(?)/GARY if we would get the tee.
hehehehe.
it's really nice! but i got L which is like, way huge. terrible.
knew it cos i'm the 3rd tallest in class. and there
are definitely more than 2 L sizes.
but the tshirt is really nice! so for all our running
and hard work that day, we got a free shirt in the end.
not bad, quite worth it.
still think they should have ordered half the class S,
5 XS and the rest M. but anyway. ahhh.
got a belated birthday wish today. ^^
thank you mingshun.
okay so after school, went out with enmei, anni,
and cheryl to Kg. Arang to eat.
had a chat.
and the thing is, being honest is a really
hard thing to do because it requires courage
and a pure heart. we tell white lies so much
it becomes a part of our lives,
and we are constantly covering or hiding
from the truth...but the truth is
so powerful, so penetrative and so acute that
it really is like a slap in the face,
in fact it probably works better.
and being honest, you cannot
1.be embarrased or awkward,
2.laugh at the other person.
you just get it out, naturally.
so when we are pure, truthing is natural.
but now lying to many of us is natural already,
so what kind of people are we?
truthing will gain you the respect you need.
so i'll try to be as honest as i can from today onwards.
whoo, new year's resolution? don't know.
for me, you don't have to wait a whole year to change,
change is now.
change is constant.

2010-01-12T07:45:00.000-08:00

okay. so it is my birthday!
appreciating fourteen-ness with a whole
lotta well wishes than any of my other birthdays,
especially from friends.
like to take this opportunity (i know this is so cliche)
to thank all my friends who seriously spruce up my life
with good and bad! thanks for all the million facebook thingies.
i have yet to reply and/or update my facebook
as my computer is (known) not to co-operate.
irritating? yes, the hell out of anyone who uses it.
for my fifteenth, anyone want to sponsor a VAIO?
under familial pressure i opened my presents
that i was supposed to keep till saturday after my DHS cum BFFs
birthday celebration. oh and combined birthday on the tenth was phenomenal.
has the best fun ever and got a pair of BEACH SHORTS.
I LOVE YOU NIYA.
and they are in turqoise how cool is that.
tight though.......... but can wear lah.
we bowled. i desperately wanted to cycle but ended up
making up for it by camwhoring and DDRing.
diane has terrible photography skills.
and such... INTERESTING. poses.
really, she is a style of her own.
will forget about posting photos, they take forever.
oh, part of the cycling thing was to get a wee bit
tanner. so anyone want to go? hopefully it's
a bunch of chicks so we can all wear halters (like what i did)
and ride with our backs to the sun. :):):)
***
have a cake from raffles hotel for breakfast tomorrow ^^
should be nice! oh and thanks thanks thanks to all my gift-givers,
cheche nine and cheche deline still owe me WAHAHAH. hopefully
i'll get my netball/ volleyball? and more hopefully,
learn to use it.
i realised i have this habit of rapidly thinking out my whole
post/essay/zuo wen then when i get to the middle i forget everything.
SIGH. about that, rethinking my huiguguoquzhanwangweinian. HAIZZ.
got the shock of my life this morning when i walked into the classroom
and vivian, isabelle, zixin and some other people i guess? shouted
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY RORY"
very sweet! got a wake up call. (:
and got like a gajillion smses this morning too.
DJ wakes up at unearthly hours.
had a lot of fun.
managed to siam maths.
printer almost died on me T_T
RS looks fun, damn i haven't thought of what i want to do.
DIEDIEDIE.
okay. must mug chinese. early in the year and already
under much stress.
but must remember not to give out negative energy, to
quote our dearest conductor mr ng.
who shares my birthday.
ah.
another reason to remember 12jaunuary.

2010-01-04T00:38:00.000-08:00

happy fiftieth, darling.
i'm bored now so this is gonna be some
meaningless post, i guess.
school today was kind of boring,
not worth waking up at some unearthly hour
to drag yourself into.
okay i will admit it-
it was REALLY boring.
then we had this talk about
DHS X'plore, the Orientation Y2
thingy, which was a bit overdone.
i mean i don't know if it's a DHS thing
but isn't it too much to
prepare a powerpoint AND kill
trees for rules? if they trust us,
they should be able to let us go on our own.
i'm sure most of us civilized dudes
can take care of ourselves rights?
why do we need to be so
regimented and reminded? chances
are we're gonna be worse after that.
worrywarts.
but thank you for the effort lah...
school ended about 2pm,
got kinda held up cos i was
supposed to go eat at whitesands with
anni, isabel and wenjia.
but then gave dad a call and he said there's
lots of things in the fridge,
he just bought it this morning.
so they were understandably pissed.
\ \ l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l / /
- SORRY GUYS I'LL MAKE -
- IT UP TO YOU NEXT TIME (: -
/ / l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l \ \
which will probably be on 16 or 17, depending.
so, went home and ended up
eating pizza, which was quite nice :)
also had a mug of orange juice.
okay have to prepare for dance now. <3<3
I LOVE DANCE. wahahaha.
then have to go find kaki for dinner. D;

2009-12-27T20:56:00.000-08:00

i know i haven't been posting
for like, ever. so here i am again!
it's not dead but just that i haven't
had much time to post. good
news is, whatever i said i'd do on the
previous post, most of them
i completed. this holiday i:
-danced (at studiowu!)
-practiced piano (recital this saturday, pray for me!)
-finished all my homework (left chengyu...gahh)
-shopped (i got two cool dresses okay!)
so, i can say that i'm happy for 2009, which is
coming to a close already. made new friends
this year, felt pain and made mistakes.
to all reading this blog if this year i have offended
you somehow, somewhere, i'm really
sorry. a new year is for new beginnings so
i hope that i can let go.
new motto for 2010?
LIVE AND LET LIVE, HKLM.
cliche? try living by it.
oh and one of the resolutions is
to blog daily. hehe.
alone at home now cos sister is in
hospital for surgery. D;
pray for her.
living off maggi noodles and tuna sandwiches.
sigh...
went out two days ago to bugis...(will be
going tomorrow for horns outing)
it's officially my favourite place to shop.
got this awesome cool turqoise dress that
my parents don't like and made myself happy...
only spent TEN BUCKS!! ahhhhh.
i love it to bits.
and then went to iluma and got another dress.
yellow with floral patterning, and a zip in front!
omg! like how i always wanted.
sorry to those who thought the black one was nicer. ;)
FIFTEEN DOLLARS ONLY...
veryvery happy. total spent $25,
which is not bad considering i have another
un-worn dress for new year costing $29.
wahahaha i didn't even spend the equivalent of that
and ALREADY i got two dresses. remaining money can
go eat. :):)
so, hope i can go there again. will
probably wear the turqoise dress for my birthday,
sans tights. (IN YOUR FACE PARENTS).
oh yes! my birthday!
12 jan. i really don't know what to do and
i have veryvery little time.
mama's having a big lunch/dinner thing on the 9th then
zooming off to Gunung Gamble (for those
who don't really getit,Genting.)
on the actual day, i.e. 11th.
we used to celebrate together but
in 2010 she's EIGHTY so i better back off.
please tag ideas.
GAHHH.
school starting...
hast onlzee tu zaes orf orreeantayshion.
(sorry i'm feeling lame)
then into the rat race. hoping i can catch up!
so maybe resolution to blog daily
will not be fufilled. AHHH.
i has not even finished
to kill a mockingbird yet!
i has not even seen what the
cover of shakespeare looks like!
DIEDIEDIE.
...
anyway.
for 2010 i wish.
that there will be peace, seriously.
that rory will be a better person and piss less people off.
that rory will think before she craps.
that everyone will be happy.
that we will live and let live unless person-in-question deserves a fatal kick-in-the-ass.
hklm.

2009-11-16T04:42:00.000-08:00

i just downloaded songs the other day
and now i have 17 songs on the waiting list.
D;
excuse the font peoples.
this is why i need a fourgig SD,
that day dad bought and i went totally beserk
and THEN he told me it's for him.
woah, false alarm dad =.=
so now i'm just adding to my list but not
downloading at all. why.
wrote another song! it's half done, at least.
the one i came up with is a bit crappy but
it has the main idea, so i'm shifting the lyrics a little bit.
inspiration came when it was raining today, but
my windows were open. and then some almighty
breeze just blew through my room...
i rarely get that. so i was thinking of
who i'd like to be with in this weather,
if i were in a relationship wouldn't i like to be with
this person..? and other stuff.
will post it soon!
see, told you i liked rainy days.:)
met this guy called randy on facebook today.
apparently he's from 1L and knows anni through
not knowing how he knew her. ?!
did not go out!
spend the entire day at home living off home stuff like
overnight pizza and maggi noodles. D:
tomorrow must do extra training already.
need to get on with that freaking chinese book!
must.. read.. twenty.. pages.. aday...
*puffs*
hopefully will get to go out on sunday ^^
and friday ^^
and take dance classes soon or the holidays will bore me to tears.
have finished maths already! but left a lot of blanks.
hope to fill them up by wednesday so can ask mr foo.
have notnotnot been in my game recently.
maths is total fail, keep making stupid mistakes.
and today! tried to paint my
nails, ended up with gross pink toes.
the colors i bought will take some getting used to...
like the green. by the time i decided how sexy it was,
i had to take it off my toes.
-.- intelligent rory.
and have to keep short fingers for piano now.
because i practise 1.5hours everyday.
(spare yesterday cos i couldn't get alone!)
or maybe more, like 2hours? if i feel like it.
so.. exam is next year, wish me luck.
i know i'm being a paraniod arachnid. but
this is the first exam i'm taking with ms teo!
and she thinks i can do it even though i
only had maybe a year to do it?
okay. chill rory. breathe.
*breath turns to icicles*
okehh. must start writing.
goals for holidays'o9:
write
dance
piano
go out
exercise
shop for christmas stuff with isabel
DANCE

it's raining but my windows are open...

2009-11-05T00:14:00.000-08:00

thank goodness for sleep.

had some headache of royal

standards last night, through the whole of tuition,

and i was tuitioning MATHS so

i had zero concentration. but i managed to pull

through and after sleeping,

today was okay.

all because of that stupid CIP

yesterday. we had to do beach-cleaning

at East Coast Park, which we had

to take a long walk to... and it rained on us

halfway. There weren't enough shelters

and we didn't bring umbrellas, so inevitably

we got drenched from head to toe. I have

a picture of the girls being wet, but I am

too lazy to upload. I did many many stupid

things on that day:

1. Not ponning school in the first place

2. Wearing fbt instead of DHS shorts

3. Not changing into PE

4. Not bringing my under-used umbrella

And some I can't remember. After that,

all the girls' blouses became translucent

and congrats to me; I wish I were in a girls'

school. After that we picked rubbish

and I couldn't take off my heavy wet cumbersome

skirt. D: It was really hot

under those damp clothes and strong sun,

so advice to all: don't dry your clothes on you.

I couldn't care less how unglam I looked but

I was aware of a great neon sign on

my head saying "LOOK HERE

FOR A LAUGH". it was really terrible... ah.

so when I went home I took a bath

and napped...which is about

when the headache arose.

anyways. today was kind of free and easy,

we went to watch Coraline as a level. the

movie itself was really really good! The cinema was

alive with screaming...yeah some parts

were kind of scary but I didn't scream or

anything; most of the scenes were expected

and what more i had previously skimmed the book.

the ending was slightly different though, but i

sincerely recommend this movie. Also,

the 3D was positively stunning,

much improved from the primitive

blue-red glasses. However, you will have

to support the glasses over your own

pair of spectacles if you wear them, or

else contacts would be a much

more comfortable option. I had to adjust and hold

the 3D glasses for the whole of the movie, haha.

just took a facebook quiz...and my personality

type is "a bit of a loner". SO TRUE!

i think this was the most accurate test result

ever, except for the fact that "people think

i'm a playgirl". uhm i don't think so lah,

i don't have that sort of attraction with guys.

but i am everything else in that

quiz. hehe.

so go read it and find out another

slice of who i am. have piano

today and i didn't practise a drop L:

pray for me.

will now reply my dearest taggers!

thank you thank you thank you for

tagging, please tag as you go! and

leave a link from time to time so i can

double-check if my link to you is the right one :D

hey isabel! hope with all our hearts i can

go dance trials this saturday.

*and to all concerned, my ankle is past fine,

thanks loads for all the support*

yo DJ! aha, it's "sadist" but anyway...wrong

use of language? sorry. heh.

and i'm not really sure if it's a c****m that

i found lor! it's just a...tube thingy that

looked like it but i was

so freaked out that i just threw it in

the bag so i may be wrong!

but really you can find them in the weirdest

places...like once i found a wrapper that

said Durex in my primary school carpark.

i mean choose a better place to do it,

a CARPARK?! that escapes me.

what is wrong with kissing in the rain

quite romantic what and anyway how come you're

so adamant it will suck you kiss before uh? =.="

hello yunxuan thank you for the tag!

wahaha, yeah i like the post about indoor

too anni, it's colourful for once. and i really enjoy

blogging because i get to put some

entertainment into people's lives...so i really

try to post as quirkily as possible (:

hey don't worry about indoor peoples, if he's in

a good mood then everything will be fine,

and really conductors are just nice people

underneath. ok. maybe very deeeeeeeeep down.

and then practise makes perfect so having

more time to practise results in a more perfect playing!

friendship binds in friendship time

like how one day can last forever

friendship breaks, a slip is all it takes

to lose decades-old trust

of being together.

2009-11-02T06:31:00.000-08:00

i am running out of readers for my blog.

TAG IF YOU READ PEOPLES OTHERWISE NO INCENTIVE EH.

heheh. sorry.

school was okay, sport stacking

was quite fun actually, except

that the presenter was a bit..

uhm.

i dunno.

wanted to buy cups, i thought

they were only like, max $8(i know i'm

very cheapskate wanna laugh?!)

but in the end it was like $12

heavily discounted. ohh.

gave up on that entirely.

then went out to eat wantan mee. nice!

had to eat like a lot after anni

a) exchanged the $3 bowl with me

b) didn't want to eat so i finished it. D:

and i ate really slowly, supposed to aid in

digestion. then went to eat ice-cream, wherein

vivian improved by a number of drops, she

only got one on her uniform today *claps*.

i have a grand total of ZERO so

aim for the stars vivian!

and she says i keep "proving" stuff.

i think so too.

BAND.

practised quite hard for indoor test, but

me and weirong (now christened

"shit tan weirong" sounds nice rights?)

ended up laughing and laughing

over jixuan... but we don't really

mean the curses lah just for fun only.

aha. choochin says we're very bad D;

but it's all fake lah.

anyway it's nice to talk to someone

entirely in english at

close-to-SAC speed.

INDOOR.

rory.

mr ng.

action.

*waits outside. mr ng talking to terence sr. so waits for opportune moment*

*mr ng stops talking. rory receives jiayous from mates, breathes and walks in*

*greets.*

"good evening mr ng and sir"

"good evening...you're XXX is it?"

"yeah"

"okay sit down. a minor."

*rory plays. finds out she is on the wrong starting note (D) and plays again*

*mr ng does not seem to mind*

*asks me to play a scale which i have forgotten the name of*

*rory manages!*

"okay now play me Fsharp wholetone"

*rory plays. then plays again. then plays yet again!*

*rory panics as she knows it sounds wrong*

*mr ng looks up*

"you forgot or can't play..."

*rory is insistent. she knows she can do it and must PROVE so*

"er no, can play can play"

"very good, come let's just try"

*rory plays a piece of crap*

*mr ng accepts wearily*

*rory glances at terence. expression-still okay*

"alright Cminor"

*rory plays...and fumbles yet again DX*

*rory tries and makes it"

"mr ng looks up and smiles (good thing here)*

"are you very nervous?"

*here rory nods like and idiot.*

*mr ng laughs(SUPER good thing)*

"oh well when you're nervous and you forget all your lines..."

"well, it's over."

*rory freezes for eternity, then hurriedly gets up*

"er okay, thank you!*

so indoor was not too bad, yeah.

he was nice so it doesn't matter if

i get in or not as long as he don't scold me.

actually it matters. i want to play

in sojourn II. ahhhh. pray for me.

then later mr ng talking to elizabeth and i

interupted without thinking. PRO RIGHTS?!

i do this all the time. i need to rewire my

brain to actually CONNECT to my mouth.

luckily band got so many people, so to remember quite

hard lah. wahahahaha.

this is so embarrassing.

anyways.

sandman's coming.

2009-10-27T03:07:00.000-07:00

i feel like crap now cos my mother's

bossing me around again. ah.

yesterday i sprained my ankle

during the netball match. D; didn't

even play for five minutes and i was out.

i think it was because i didn't heal it properly

the other time so now it's weak or

something. yikes. that night i went to

the sinseh. had a look

of bemusement on my face

then entire time, and there was a point

when i actually broke out laughing

because the feeling was so new and

all, and i was like "whut? it's THIS hard?"

call me noob but yeah, i really had no

idea. it feels kind of better now, except

for the fact that i can't bathe properly ._.!!

and i just want to say i HUGE thank you

to all who showed their concern. dhs is really

ONE BIG family after this year...thank you thank you.

interclass was really i learning thingy for me,

bonded with a lot of people i never thought

of being with and learnt a lot

about winning, losing and training hard.

now i really admire those who put in

a lot of effort for their sport because i know

how hard it is and i'm a total sport idiot.

;D yes go on laugh...

i got all my results back and i'm

really quite disappointed because i didn't reach

a GPA of 3.2... thanks to LA. i really

think i could have done better for LA,

geog, history and maths... if i had been more

careful and OPENED MY EYES BIGBIG.

to read the damn questions. and freaking relax hullo!

RORYELEANOR you know freaking out

is not good for the exam-taking you.

ah, but it's too late to think of the exams now,

i put in quite a bit of effort so i think i'll just accept

the marks and work harder for next year.

on the bright side, i did really well for

chinese and science (for my standards,

wholly inaccurate!) so i'm not too sad.

have already made a planner for my

subsequent days of FUN. haha.

i have been reminded that i have a whole

huge circle of friends outside dhs so i think

i'm just going to let loose and catch up

on old times. sometimes i guess i don't

really fit into a co-ed but nevermind i have awesome

friends outside to make up for it. ahaha, not

saying that dhs people are not nice, they

ARE okeh! dhs people are really caring

and friendly, it's just me, the emo kid. haha.

i am certainly going insane.

tag replies!

hey DJ, it's okay, i'm over it and

so not going to waste time over them haha!

rachelt! anyone can dance lah just have

interest can already...join us i'm going for

trial lesson, will give you the details! i miss you

too and thank you very much for the long tag!

and anyway not like i'm very good at it

either just playplay only. ;) sab, studies come first so

be prepared for exams! learn from me and DON'T

freak out. hehe. good luck and all the very best

for the EOYs, i truly know

how tough it is. hey jalyn, you look so cool

in softball attire (: yep, definetely relinked.

cheery! thanks for cheering me up

(excuse the pun) although

i know i looked like a heap of *toot*

when i sprained my ankle, major

unglam.

piano is on thursday.

indoor test starts friday.

theory exam on saturday.

ACK. i just hope i do well...seems like i have

no acheivements in much stuff... quite depressing

yes. no art form, sport or academic

qualities. i just fade in the background.

jack of all trades, master of none.

which will you choose?

2009-10-23T01:09:00.000-07:00

today i learnt what it felt like to cry.

2009-10-21T00:57:00.000-07:00

cause it's over, [exams] i swear it's over this time

so don't call and leave your messages, don't wanna know where you been

baby cause it's OVER

whoo! a little excerpt from jesse mccartney's

it's over, which btw is a very good song.

yes, the EOYs are finally done! whoohoo man.

well the papers were hard, really, i don't have

much expectations. but i mean i studied really

hard so i just hope it will pay off, or

else i'll try again next year xP

finally found time to blog. facebook is

seriously lagging even after

i cleared all the rubbish on my computer?!

does facebook prefer more cluttered computers to

work well?! that system escapes me.

played netball in the SUPERHOT afternoon

sun today! got a sunburn D: other people

burn easily on places that can be covered,

i burn easily on the face. ugh gross man.

it kind of stings...as usual. and we

ran out of aloe gel so maybe mum will

cut me some fresh off our plant. ahhhhh.

didn't exactly play well today but i love the

feeling of blocking the ball cause i do that

so little times. hehe it feels good to jump then

have it in your hands.

just hope that all goes well tomorrow. i don't know.

my first game,maybe i should call manda

and ask her about it. ahhhh i wish i were in a sport

CCA man. i bet i have said that

MANY, many times. like since

primary school. ohhh.

post exam i really have lots to do! these include:

1. catching up with manda

2. catching up with megan

3. sleeping

4. exercising

5. catching up with episcians

6.writing

7. getting jazz dance classes

yes i'm taking jazz dance. now live

with it.

this may look very simple but it includes lots

of sub-stuff like sleepover and stuff like that. ahaha

i'm just glad to be free of it all.

the stress and anxiety...and complaining wahahah.

i shall now reply my dearest taggers.

hello joanne! i really have to meet you, it's

been a year! rachelt too though i have met

you along the way but can't wait

for outing, hopefully it's shokudo yeah?

thank you for all the wishes vivian, enjoy your holidays

EOYs are so yesterday. hehe. yingying!

hellohello you supertall person. i feel so short now.

i am skipping, hopefully i will grow.

you and your apples, yokteng. seeyou on outing day.

*wave of nostalgy: i miss the episcians ;D* sijie, hi!

all relinking requests attended to.

wish me luck for tomorrow!!

<3<3<3

2009-09-17T03:33:00.000-07:00

so my bag finally broke and i'm in

two minds about it, cos i like it

a lot but now i get to buy a new bag.

*heehee* i really hope to get a nice one!

the harvesack i'm carrying now makes

me look like a ninja turtle. ><

so i've been feeling a little down these

few days, maybe it's the pre-EOY stress?

i know i shouldn't be worrying but that's

the way it goes isn't it? i keep thinking of

what others think about me as a friend after

almost a year of friendship. and to top it

all off i failed my chinese test today.

(i mean i took it today but i think

i failed it already. negative you say?

wait till you're me.) so i decided

to write my feelings down here. ah.

`MISTAKES-FOR THE LOST

how many times do i have to try

to know i can't keep trying

to realise i'll always lose in the end

how many times do i have to love

to know i can't keep loving

to realise that it's all lies

how many times to cry

to know i've finally run out of tears?

and move on bravely

how many times do i have to hear

the whispers behind my back

and suspect, and be afraid?

i'll try until i get it

i'll love until i find you

i won't give in

i'll cry till i get a river

flowing from within

i'll hear, listen, accept, change

till i find that one sweet spot

that's mine.

2009-09-13T02:40:00.000-07:00

oh my god.

last day of the holidays and i am

rejoicing and crying at the

same time. rejoicing for the

fact that no school with no

friends, excessive studying

and too many late nights make me

woozy, school will be a relief for me.

crying for the fact that

i haven't finished chinese EOY practice paper.

yes, it does matter to me. and

of course, maths and geography half

done. you could say that

i belong outside on sundays,

not cooped up doing homework especially

not after something as depressing as

catechism class. where i am and

always will be- invisible.

i wouldn't mind it being that way. somewhere

where i could actually have zero social life.

quite amazing but yes.

dragged myself home- dad's not

around so it's one less person

to talk to. D: tried very hard to do chinese

but didn't make it in the end, seriously

i suck too much to even pass the MCQ/short

answer section. yelch. talked to sabbie

for awhile, and then i think

i got so addicted to the computer which

is a suckky feeling because unlike

all those facebookfans or

serious gamers, the main things

i do with a computer is mail, MSN(my

MSNing domain pretty much

is suckish), occasional wikipedia and limewiring,

and then comes blogging. oh dear.

what kind of loser am i?

i prefer outdoorsy stuff, or reading,

or doing homework that i can

complete. soyou could say that i don't

have much of a life. and i hate

practising piano when there are people

around. believe me my mother and sister

are hard to shake. ughhh?!?!?!

i need a new direction. a new life!

this sucks man, it's totally boring.

boredboredboredboredbored.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i need something new.

is this how i'm spending my first

teen year, lost, impressionable with

a heck of a lot of troubles

of my own? is this the sign of what's to come?

or is this just pre-term jitters, post-holiday depression?

2009-09-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

wow. thank you yunxuan for the tip

on "fixing" blogger.

i swear i will not eat fast food in the near future!

ate MEGA mcspicy today (i can see

your eyes widening and eyebrows rising)

and the chili is still churning in my stomach.

anni took the single but both of us didn't finish

the fries! besides that, i had a lot

of fast food recently. which is not very

good after a month-plus-long fast(which here

means NOT EATING)

anni and i were at the airport to study,

it was quite nice but i think we should have

just done it on the floor or something.

cos the tables were ultra small. and

she bought nerd rope and REFUSED

to give me some. ahhhh.

band was tough, kept getting scolded and

was really stressful. on my toes, literally, and didn't

have enough stamina to play for

the whole song! really need to practise,

kind of having the lack of it now.

oh yeahhh, went downstairs to

skip and had an embarrassing total of 50 skips

non-stop. wow, that is so MUCH! *note the high

pitch falsetto and droplets

of sarcasm* basically i suck, but

have been reading up

on how to do it better. the main vide i'm getting

is WORK AT IT,WHATEVER

I TELL YOU NOW,I TELL IDIOTS.

so it's been quite an mundane and

rather depressing day for me.

hope the rest of my holiday will

prove to be more fufilling as i go along.

2009-09-04T07:49:00.000-07:00

oh finally.

blogger hasn't been restored to it's former glory

but at least this is SOMETHING.

reverting to my old habit

of typing centralized now.

like a poem.

today was poetry recital test, and

i think i flunked it! for those who thought

i was rolling my eyes, i was trying

to make eye contact! one of the more humiliating

things i can ever do to myself results

from that "tiny" problem i

have during publick speaking.

i sosososo failed it. ahhhh. this sucks.

and everyone else told me i was terrible too.

(i know you guys said it nicely)

joshua was laughing at anni

and i. so i dirtied his chair.

do NOT. mess with my friends.

quite funny he asked me

if i messed his chair then i was shaking my head

but the rest of the class was nodding.

THANKS A LOT!

so not helpful. anyways, hope

he won't take it to heart. diane agrees

that he is downright mean sometimes.

can't care less.

okay, so sorry for not blogging for such a long time!

since there are so many tags i shall happily

oblige you all and relink, change skin and

update! exams are just around the corner

so erms, maybe shorter posts this time. i

really appreciate all the tags

continue to do so, so i know someone is

out there enjoying my entires. (:

photo taking today was fun! the jump shot

was an epic fail and i think that the photographer

was super pissed. and the wind didn't help

much either. XP so anyway,

hope the pics come out alright, not exactly

my best day. hahah, none of us were ready for

any of the informal shots. wheeee!

i have a place in the netball team!

yay! staying back every wednesday yeahs.

ISABEL SIA. is a damn pro. along with

tee jiaxin! who is very nice and kind and cute after

i got to know her. <3

anni is a super pro defender. and oh yeah the

only way we are going to improve is

to play against guys. because they

really are good. it's some primordial

instinct or something from the dawn

of the human race. oh wells.

sorry for my mistakes, all i've done,

all i'm yet to do,

fate is so tricky

sometimes i can't control my will...

some cryptic little slice of my life,

go figure it out yourselves.

2009-08-05T01:38:00.000-07:00

a sign that you are going PSYCHO:
your password for blogger is suddenly S960....
*says: oh yeah i'm not in DHSmail eh*
*does: frantically press the "backspace"*
well, some humour for you at my expense. pleasepleaseplease come tag peoples my awesome posts arre not being read. *gasp* will change this blogface soon, it's too goodygoody. i'd probably try a black skin next time.
well i haven't been online for quite a bit, yesterday i replaced it with gym woooooooooooooooooot! then off to celebrate cheche nine's 23rd birthday! a little early though, her real birthday is on the 15th. took many cool photos but can't post them, blogger not fixed yet. ahh. the food was really good heehee, and it was fun. godma, who's going back at 11.59pm today(lol i know...), thinks that cheche deline's boyfriend is a "really really nice guy"! yay!! it's hard to get approval from godma, furthermore she's a religious subject. i have gottened suan-ed many times okaay!! i'll take it in my stride (thanks jeffrey). indestructible. yay me.
oh well, school was fun only because we played netball for about 1 hour straight. group 1 was lousy today!! (referring to myself, mostly, and SOME PEOPLE WHO CANNOT CATCH BALLS PROPERLY *ahemahem*) i played some roles that were soooooo not for me, like GK. i mean the last time i played GK i was alright, but this time i totally sucked! anni is so much better at GK! she stole one ball from me, making me feel like a total loser. also, i should play GA. really, REALLY enjoyed that one. when jiaxin, jovina and me work together, things happen. it's cool! i scream too much. overly hyper and also, the whole girls' school factor, which i guess somewhat defines me. (found my sort-of definition, or something that contributed to my being. finally.) so good roles for rory: GA, GS, maybe C. GK if i can work at it, haven't played the wings yet (WA and WD), GD is kind of....oh i can't remember if i've played it. ahhh.
got super trashed in the game with the part-year2-part-year1 team. played GK then (yes cover your eyes catastrophy coming) and probably looked like an idiot. oh dammit. i really need to work!
will stay back sometime with jiaxin, isabelle and vivian and might go to isabel's house to play too. meanwhile it's F&C for me, i guess. and practising long shots. well, at least it gives me something to work on and look forward to, besides band. *sigh* which is really taking a lot out of me, if you're wondering. so i hope that i'll get into class team and if inter-class falls on a band day, i'll pon band no matter what. *evil laugh* DROVER FTW!
can't wait for friday. going out with amanda I MISS YOU BABE! (if you are grossed out by that, just remember in a girls' school it's why we chicks are so cool. bff!)
well mum's gonna make sushi so i better go wake her up. and get this: RORYLOVESNETBALL.

2009-08-01T01:48:00.000-07:00

okay, sorry for the ugly looking post but anyway. better than not posting at all rights?
well, school's been fun, and we're doing poems for LA so it has been rather colorful. shakespeare much? (had to type his name twice cos it looks so weird in the terrible font- do you know that the kind recognizes words by their shape? and i for one type in arial.) i hope we'll do drama or something soon. i wrote this quite nice-ish poem for anni and well. i shall not freely express my desires. haiz, anyway i won't do it again. mum agrees she has to try! :D jiayou anni!
don't think i will be joining the writing competition due to the lack of an artist's touch- guess they really do need an illustrator. well i'll just continue writing and put my best foot forward and brightest attitude first.
history test *bleargh* on monday, and indoor test. it's probably fate i'll fail, i'm soo terrible and can't do half of the things he requires. anni has a very good chance of getting in though, not bootlicking or any false modesty here, but seriously, she can kick some music ass. and i am seriously horrible. oh well, just hope i don't faint in his presence, now THAT will be the 5th or 6th biggest joke of our time. (for the full details, please ask Vivian and me!)
having three metaphors to do for LA. already found a most beautiful persona poem. i bet sijie found her gazillion-th one already, and joshua's probably written persona poems to last another century. yes, as compared to the other "poem pros" in my class, i seem to fade in the background. while i'm figuring out the reason, woe is thee.
well, better get to work on my artistic facet for the metaphors now. i love LA! (still not forgiving the asshole who made me break those earrings. ughughugh. yuck man. partly the reason i partly regret coming here.)
TAG REPLIES!
`before that, something totally random =I SO NEED TO GO TO ORCHARD! *andrea: freaking out rory: let's get on with the post. excuse the little lady breaking out in ecstatic convulsions over there...*
cherylchew: omg yes, miss you too! undoubtedly love you guys. finally someone misses me, otherwise my missing 6ep would have been in vain *throws head back drama-ly* D:
`oh yes, special mention, amanda ng if you ever read this you are amazing too! thank you for calling me prettier than *jxxxxx* haven't been beautiful for a long time. love to all my darling friends
sijie: kind-of out of retrospective, emo-ing me already. the new andrea shall LIM
`live-in the-moment. thank you carpe diem! which means seize the day in latin, ie my second language of choice after french. which also happens to be 6ep08's motto.
vivian: TWO CAN PLAY AT THIS GAME, VIV HO! (although seriously girlfriend, he's SO over!)
niya: stupid! watch HBP without me!! D: but it does not suck lah. DRAMOINE!! and yeah, i love my songs too. :)
rachael: long time no see! hellos!
cherylloo: linked.
`cheryl loo maybe crazy at times, but it's actually her bubbly personality spilling over from the sobconscious into the world as we know it.
chris: linked. <3
alrighty! lovelovelove to all my friends. social life is what keeps me alive. that and LA. and music. maybe my non-existent-but-much-wanted dance/fencing/martial arts classes. hopes and dreams etc. ahhhhh.

2009-07-18T23:55:00.001-07:00

just realised the plain truth:

probably not going to watch half-blood prince.

omgomg. avoiding the "f" in the between

to avoid getting struck by lightning (it is going

to rain). yes i'm a catholic. sigh.

alright, so i'm notnotnot going to see

draco in action. wtf? cannot express how

sexy he is. and how much

i wantwantwant to watch this

show with a fellow draco-lover...

watching with parents is not the same.

haiz... read this blog while seeing his

results on google images and

it says EXACTLY what i feel!

"he'll only change for you"

"got the schoolboy thing down"

"is achingly sexy"

YES!

well, the whole point in this is that

it's a lame fairytale, and they hardly ever

come true, which makes me some lame pathetic loser

beacause i still believe

in them, even as i am writing this.

i am SUCH a hopeless romantic.

oh dear. what will my life be like

if i carry on like this? it's so messed up,

with so much disappointments

and dissatisfactions.

and now there's something bugging me

and i'm so afraid of it blowing up

everything i've created so far.

i told myself to make a new life

in dunman high, but i don't know

why it ends up being so hard, and it

becoming like my previous exsistence naturally

without my notice. i'm so imbalanced, i need

to find my equilibrium.

what is me? personality crisis here.

should i go for meditition classes?

no, it'd be way too boring.

i can't define myself, yes, not even i can

define myself. isn't that just

another sign on how confused i am?

i don't know what i want, who i am,

what i should do, why i am here

on this earth. how did i come to this?

just complicating the hell out of it all.

what was originally there is now smeared,

what has been replaced is just fading away.

i know i've changed. for the better or worse?

my friends won't tell me the real answer, so

who should i look out for?

a million questions. left unanswered, probably.

the only one i know has been acting strangely,

recently. why?

i don't know. but i care.

who can i trust?

i'll be waiting for you.

2009-07-16T04:47:00.000-07:00

well, today was the most

hectic day in the whole of my timetable.

all 6 core subjects.

on a single day.

oh no.

so well, science was fun, we

played with microscopes

and cheek cells. mine looked utterly

cool under the microscope okay,

like little cute brown dots.

i wish the microscope had higher

resolution, it would've been neat to

see the nucleus and everything bouncing

around in there.

the cell is so tiny but everything is

so blown up in biology. oh dear.

and i changed seats in science lab!

so now i'm in the same corner as in class!

the teacher's right, all the way

at the back. :D:D

anyway.

(cue enigmatic lines)

isabel is good.

she knows my secret.

is it really so obvious?

succeeded in part of my plan

today. now i must ask

anni and isabel for more tips.

and there's this really nice

rhythm thing the guys in my class

were doing, wenjia and i sooooo

addicted to it. lols!

okay, so i have the LOUSIEST time

management in history.

whole pile of homework undone!

partly cos i had first piano lesson with

ms teo! she's cool, yeah.

finally getting individual piano lessons.

woots.

just done science with bellerie, honestly

i'm the worst partner ever!

she's like doing all the

cool aesthetics stuff and i'm doing

content. eww. okay bellerie

YOU RAWK.

so gotta go back.

just to tell you

school's getting complicated.

2009-07-14T02:06:00.001-07:00

okay, so i fixed the previous post,

the song was all stuck together and

gross-looking. i will seriously consider typing

out the second song as edting the damn html is

tiring. like really tiring.

just keep typing
all the way and try.

oh yeah find the words in the middle of the

mad computer-speak.

just try.

okay i have decided that housework

is hazardous. know why? yesterday

i did the dishes, so there's two ontop

of each other. (sick people stop thinking

about *ahem*). i dropped the first one

but there wasn't even a scratch on it,

so i continued washing the other one then

a sharp sting shot up my arm

(not writing this for the compo marks,

but that's exactly how i would describe it.)

i stared at my hand- it was white, then slowly

blood trickled out of a wound on my

palm between the index and third finger.

rinsed it with water and have been

careful ever since. mum had one knife-cut

once and it opened before it closed. that

was my major worry. literally open wound.

so today in school.

felt scared.

felt shocked.

totally confused now. what to

do? not my field of expertise, actually.

which makes this alot worse.

(sorry for the enigmatic lines. let's get on

with the post.)

FEMME FATALE~FOR THE PAIZHABOR

she creeps through your heart

in the shadows that lie

cross the path of the angels

and she'll take your hand

jump over mountains

soar over oceans

off to the rainbows

five seconds later

you'll find yourself breathing

shallow and ragged

as she kisses you slow

she's oh-so-fatal, oh

intoxicating

reverberating

her voice steals through your soul

she's dangerous

when you find out

it's too late to regret

oh, but you won't

when she walks by

all you roses wilt and die

burn with desire

but she's so poisonous

two minutes later

she's done with it all

boy the higher you climb

the faster you fall...

but you'll remember her grace

her hands on your face
fell for her charm

melted in her arms

though she's bad, yeah

boy you know you want her, ooh

2009-07-13T03:13:00.001-07:00

finally i came up with something

original and not trashy. enjoy.

COME RIGHT BACK~ FOR MEG

you think you know me

you think i'm gonna come crawling back

you think imma call you name

say i'm sorry

you think it's alright

to have her and want me at the same time

but i've had enough

not tonight

i might be new but i'm saying this now

i'm gonna hurt you though i'm still learning how

save your lies for some other thing

who might need some help

i'm gonna come right back at you tonight

woah-oh

you're so confused and hurt

let me wipe that sorry look

of your face onto the floor

where it belongs

i might be new but i'm saying this now

i'm gonna hurt you though i'm still learning how

save your lies for some other thing

who might need some help

i'm gonna come right back at you tonight

you've had enough chances and

sense to know you were wrong

time after time

but i still kept going strong

you shouldn't have carried on

but it's too late

cause i'm walkin out that door...

i might be new but i'm saying this now

i'm gonna hurt you though i'm still learning how

save your lies for some other thing

who might need some help

i'm gonna come right back at you tonight

2009-07-13T01:34:00.000-07:00

short one, to pacify you all.

day 1 in DHS is always boring and slacky,

making me miss SAC even more here.

went on a tag-a-thon during assembly,

which was held in the computer

lab thanks to h1n1 and the ever-awesome

ms ng! i wonder how she manages to

always get the lab. and she doesn't

scold us or anything when we whip out

our headers, only not during geog lah.

then hosted a mass-convo with

viv and anni, where i realised a few things:

a)i'm really lag on this relationship crap

b)when anni gets your headers, don't expect it back

c)my songlist makes me cry. on the inside, of course

AND...

d) dhsmail convo sucks a lot.

well of course MSN is so much better but i have promised

myself to minimize using of computer in

view of my vision and sem2 goals,

which just means no MSN-ing.

enjoy me being offline, peoples. okay so we went for

RS which was (as usual) sucky,

and i'm getting more and more pissed

about as the damn thing is so near but i really

have no time to do it, and i don't

expect jefferey, ngee siang or

yee ther (especially not him, sorry) to do

anything. expecting the worst, hoping for

the best. optimism at its best.

i shall now reply tags. which age have

i last done that? sorry guys.

yep mrs ho OWES US, cherylchew!

thought of going out with her for an

all-expense-paid for teacher's day?

thanks for all the tags, sijie, and woah,

boys beware. vivan change blog never tell

me uh. ;d oh yes, joeychiew relinked.

dear X, i had no choice, had to choose dhs

and band or another package, so hard desicion.

for full story contact me. and i do not

appreciate anonymous taggers. sorry.

hey sab if you look girly not my problem lor.

it suits you. aww rachelt so sweet always tag.

yay. hiiiiiiii clarissa. i have to tell

you apart from carissa. remind me.

i have left a tag on yimin's

blog, so please invite me for privated blog.

thanks. [oh thanks for missing me all

of you nice people when i was away on LOA.

so sweeeeeeet.]

erms niya i'll probably sms you to arrange

a date and time for the convo to arrange a date

and time for the movie, but maybe

i can't go as i have aimed to stay away.

yes i'm very strict with myself with the whole

MSN thingy. it's formal now. and the going-outs

are limited too. and my fast-food cold turkey-ing.

oh yeah i have dedicated one post to megan fox...

so yeah read and tag or die.

haha anni, don't so angry luhs. relax. bad for blood

pressure. well dj i was kind of getting

bored of the summer love now, albeit

it being reallyreally nice. trying to find

a really paikia one that suits me :D

played netball today. i was the centre.

ran till my lungs burst. jiaxin and isabel

are really good, see what

5 years of netball could've brought me?

instead i chose band. oh the shame.

2009-07-12T06:37:00.000-07:00

i just spent about 1h 30mins of precious

studying time (can't believe my fingers

just typed that...STOP DERANGED GUAI

KIA FINGERS!) to change my blogface so

be bloody happy about it.

no pressure. *smiles wickedly*

2009-07-12T05:10:00.002-07:00

alright, so i haven't posted in like the last century or so.

have they invented an ozone-shooter yet?

or come up with narnia 7? still not over the narnia fever.

anyway, i have been super busy after LOA-ing okay,

lots and lots of homework and stuff to do,

imagine, i haven't even got to history yet. D:

still have chengyu test to study for...o lordy!

my computer is damn laggy for some unbeknownst reason,

just when i need it the most. aiyah.

i shall not post pics, to save Dell from a certain death.

see? so nice to my computer.

anyway... did some researching on megan fox,

thanks to niya and the media's numerous claims

on her being a *quote* "tranny". (for those

of you who are unfamiliar with the angmoh slang,

it's transvestite. bisexual. whatever.)

and i have found out that

a)she's still pretty. altered pretty. weird pretty.

b) she's really, REALLY rude. maybe she should be trashmouth instead.

c) she wants salma hayek's boobs.

so, i have stopped >THERE<>

eyes from popping out of their sockets or something.

so now she's a bit shaded in my vision, no so shiny anymore.

hehe the shine went to NEW DIVIDE!!! ahhhhh.

such a good song. how could i have hated it.

niya. shia sucks. he kissed. a. man.(who became a girl,

no less. but still. c'mon. a french with the SAME SEX?!)

i shall update you on my going-outs.

FRIDAY!

finished school early! cos the school felt so bad

about cancelling all our camps and stuff. ( hey dhs

you still owe us about 100 hours or free time okay. but at least

no CCA*insert the screaming* for week 3)

so i went out to suntec with wenjia, anni and isabel!

we watched ice age 3 wooooooooooots.

such an awesome movie! should have catched the

3-d version, the flying part would've been

WAAAY cool. and by the way diego has all the qualities of my

kind of perfect boyfriend. too bad he's staying single. cue human

diego. i should stop now. yes.

then i bought this dark grey cardigan from cotton on

with isabel! (she got light grey) thankyouthankyou

girl friend. otherwise i would have paid

double the price.

so when i went home, mum said we were watching iceage3.

yes you heard right.

SAME MOVIE 6 HOURS APART!

watched with steven's family and macau-ian cousins.

cute. noisy. EXTREMELY SMART.

he's like 7 and he knows his timestables,

wants to dig up dinos and knows the word paleontologist.

so don't play play.

then i felt really bad that i spent so much money

so i have made it a point not to go out or shop

or chat on MSN or a host of other stuff till end of school,

unless really neccessary.

this will be hard. prayer is key.

anyway, i got this roll of wire which i haven't paid

dad for, and twisted it to make "be happy"

for teacher's day... not speaking further.

SAC teachers only, my fingers will get

blisters twisting the rest. hehe absence makes the

heart grow fonder, i never gave teacher's day

presents in primary school. will i make

that a tradition? i wonder.

so i have typed myself out. i will update you

on 1f chairman and stuff like that another time.

hklm!<3

2009-06-28T22:28:00.000-07:00

i am so sad.

i'm stuck at home D:!

supposed to go back to school today, see,

but parents SO not allowing.

i'm not on LOA so marked as AWVR

(absent without valid reason) when there

actually is a valid reason, which is H1N1.

because my parents don't want me to

join the surge of potential H1N1-ers

and i have 3 relatives who have low

immunes and if i bring it back from

school these three people will be

in serious trouble. so i emailed

ms ng and she told me i am AWVR

and i cannot even access moodle!

although i got some geometric thingy.

?! rights. it's depressing okay.

like some punishment for not coming

to school but hey it's not my fault.

I MISS SCHOOL and feel so bad about not

going but if my parents don't want then not

my problem rights? then ms ng didn't

call dad up i guess. so i dunno. hope

isabel explained it. sort of.

then now stuck at home, revising

stuff. ACK... i hope i didn't miss much today.

and i'm not going back till wednesday-ish!

ohohohoh. i feel TERRIBLE.

i wonder if the school will scold me

for not coming. aiyah. especially *someones

who can scold very well*. ohdeardear.

let it raaaaaaaaaaain.

i will call isabel at 2.20pm to check

on what happened today.

aahhhhh. i feelo-LOUSEEO.

saaaad.

lost.

dunno what now.

hopeless.

aahh.

i end with a scream.

2009-06-10T23:28:00.000-07:00

okay i have had two days of awesomeness
but haven't been able to find time to post.
SORRY! so now you shall
get all the details.
TUESDAY!
we had the most wonderful time.

niya, sab, diane, kah heng and i went to watch a movie!

met at citylink mall to walk all the way

to marina square. sab was wearing pink *insert shrieking*

and dark blue skinnies which made her

look supersexy! and i think she cut her hair too,

but not so drastic as mine. niya had these really cute

earrings. and for once diane didn't wear something

red or white or mashimaro-y. god save the hamtaros.

kah heng, apparently, followed us and this is the first

time she's got to go out! hehe she was quite

close with diane so they chatted at the back

with sab, niya and me going gaga infront.

sab, sick as usual. she claims her school is

full of sick people (i.e. NUS High) and i think

she defined sick in the school. ahhh.

okay so we watched Hannah Montana. very stupid right?

WRONG! the show was uber-cool!

not as funny as the series but very entertaining. niya

seemed to know all the songs, so i believe she put some

RGS-research into this movie. and the SUPERHOT

lucas till acted!! AHHHH. i miss being in a

girl's school sometimes. and my old friends i guess.

freaking out with girls who know good-looking

"angmoh" guys! lols, miss those days.

actually i was supposed to get home by 4pm but i was 2 hours late!

oh wells. and yes the movies i have GOT TO

watch this year are harry potter(draco malfoy business

with niya),new moon(gonna get back for not

catching twilight) and aliens in the attic(ashley tisdale! niya

would love this).i practically swatted niya's arm

when harry potter trailer came on. so much

for not being a girly-girl. but when you've been in a

all-chick arena for so long, it's a bit impossible

to not be a bit bimbo at some points. hehe.

then we had pizza for lunch.which turned out to be

really expensive. kah heng left, so we four

trained over to somerset to take neoprints! the first one was

an epic fail, only like 4 of the photos came out alright.

the second one was a lot better but

heehee more expensive. then diane and sabby

separated the neoprints while me and niya

shopped at the adjacent shop for accessories. wheeeee

got a really nice pair of huge button

earstuds in yellow! and the second one is white and blue but

got conned luh, it's a bit flimsy. so i shall take extra care

of it. only 90c seh, so i got four jelly bangles in dark

green. yay! so many things, $2.70 only!

whoo. then i rushed home. approximately 15 secs

before the train reached eunos, i remembered to take a photo

for the blog! here it is:

from left to right: niya, sab, diane and me! a toast to awesomeness.

hehe. next monday going out with isabel, next

wednesday going BINTAN, next sunday doing project,

following monday maybe going meg's house for sleep

over! pending, wish me luck!

2009-06-04T05:22:00.000-07:00

the end of my summer is the last week of june-mid july.

so that's when summer love will end...

and a new crisp autumn shall begin!

hahah. not like i even had a summer love, or am going to have

one. wait. nevermind i didn't say anything.

i have decided dancing is sexy. seriously!

it makes you feel so good about yourself! not that

you're gonna dance in front of anyone, but yeah. can't wait to go

clubbing where everyone's so obsessed with their dance partner they can't

see anyone else, certainly not a little girl at the corner

who dances real badly. oh i have classified myself

as little since the last height check where i

rorienne eleanor did not grow. mm-mm. not one bit.

i have fallen into despair and despondency after finding out that

everyone around me grew and i shall stay

midgeted for eternity. what the hell. must do skipping, or whatever.

like tomorrow, imma be jogging to east coast with

my family... hope i can make it there that is. and i have no idea

what i shouldwear for this occasion. i guess an addidas shirt(which is

pretty awesome, really) and dark blue FBTs

can make it? oh well. who cares, weekday mornings are so empty.

have to get going on my homework, past

four days have been exceedingly hectic, band from dawn till dusk, literally.

which is quite fun luh, after you think about it.

i must work on my ambochure. how do you spell that.

*after checking* oh. i'm just missing an "r" between "b"

and "o". ah, should've known. playing in the

senior quartet on saturday, please wish me luck!

*after checking more* i also found out

that the french horn is the hardest instrument to play. kudos

to binbin, choo chin, jiaxin, wenyi, etc. cos they're

DAMN GOOD. not like me. i'm still learning. haven't even got the

correct ambrochure. oh no.

still thinking whether i should go to mr ng directly after

rhythm xxiii. ahhhh.

so, homework. i've only found the words for chinese book report

and [a long corridor's section] or [chang lang de na yi

duan]. okehhh getting overly-lame here.

still left with LA, History, 2 questions of Geog

and...dunno luh. oh god.

the thunderbird's breath came in ear-splitting

deep growls that shook the earth,

and martha quickened her pace.

she knew the great bird almost always brought its

cousin with it-the rain.

2009-06-01T05:36:00.000-07:00

i am so sorry that i did not post

for ages. i am sure by the time you read this post,

blogger would have shut down or something.

(haha just kidding, that'll happen in an entire age)

so here i am anyways. well, the holidays have officially begun,

but not enjoying it very much. 4 day band camp!

my god, it lasts for 10 hours, okay?! (and

you all know how much i hate band) apparently this

goes on for the whole of the year, every single holiday. hello.

there is something known as homework which

this thing called teachers piles on this

group of people known as poor students. which,

obviously, i am a not-so-proud member of.

so i have to last another three days, and saturday

for the concert. then i think there's practice

on the last week of the hols. damn, from

got holiday to no more holiday luh. tyring very hard to convince myself

to look forward to bintan and 15 june and hopefully

6 episcia outing. reading the stupid chinese book

every chance i get, amazingly it's quite interesting!

but it's very primary school grade, which of course

is pure chimonology for me, the "chau ahng moih"

(don't know how fredrick fielding pronounces it,

but it's downright laughable for a tru-blu singaporean

like myself, but also, in a way, really cute)

well, yesterday i visited tampines one for the first time.

yesh i know what you're thinking,

i'm such a lagger. whatever, i've been uber-busy and

anyway, i don't have the funds for places like sushi tei

and uniqlo and topshop *hint:the person who does indulge in

these luxuries plays a very important part in seatmate

bonding.* mum got a really neat green shirt from

uniqlo, and angela got a cool blue shirt form there too.

dad thinks the place sells high-quality stuff. ooh,

form someone who hates shopping, that's something.

i didn't buy anything from the tm/cSQ/tam1 except for my band

stuff and a box of takopachi. i got my white band shirt

from G2000, by the way. hehe from $50 to $30 so i

bought. heehee. it's really nice. i finally understand why

people pay $50 for a plain cotton long-sleeved workblouse.

then got these pair of court shoes from bata,

stupid-looking uncomfortable and neccessary. oh well.

and i have no idea what stockings are. so i asked

binbin and she said anything, long socks that are beige?

so i got the all-the-way-up one known as pantyhose. am i even

supposed to be posting this. who cares.

i have a feeling i'm gonna be damn hot in all this. well, anyways.

gotta have my beauty sleep for tomorrow. ahh sigh.

thank goodness i'm missing the morning part of band

on the 3rd, having prize-giving ceremony at 8am in ACSI.

apparently i have won a consolation prize for

a certain work of mine, LA of course, if i got it for anything

else i'd be in volleyball owning

a nike sports top.

2009-05-26T03:14:00.000-07:00

it rained. finally. the skies have decided to open up.

today...well nothing much happened in school,

except that maybe i said too much during science lesson.

sorry to those affected. well. i am naturally

practical in outlook. and tougher than most in some ways.

anywayze.

after school mum brought me out to parkway!

had the super-spicy chicken noodles for lunch,

then i was still hungry but mum said don't buy.

?! my stomach will collapse you know.

so we went to buy mum this pair of red and white

sports pumps with laces or something...

and it's quite nice on her but $30. ah well worth it

i guess. i walked into body shop to look-see,

cos i have three birthdays coming up:

5 june-aunty gloooooor!!

5 july-isabeeeeeeel!

15 august-che nineeeeeeeeey!

woots! i love you if you are reading this.

i already know what to get for che nine, vaguely for aunty

glor, and not at all for isabel. oh wells.

then i went to buy a super nice white shirt!

from cotton on! it's plain, so i can wear it with the long

turquoise necklace i bought the other time.

$7.50 only. mum says it's "good price".

hahahhahahahahahaahaaha.

i shall now reply my taggers.

all are loved, by the ways.

estella is in 1C and cheryloo is in my class!

thanks for tagging niya, and you're super pretty

in all the photos! please enlarge font.

one subject only isabel, but can't wait for 15th! sad i missed the

other time. thanks for cheering me up anni,

and relinked liaos. thanks for all the updates

cherylchew. i like my blogskin too yunxuan,

hope it's not too small to see. hi jiaxin, linked sabby.

we should get out you know. the HOLS!

hahah tagging spree? only heard of shopping. heehee

good luck rachelt! and i tagged most of you back.

the sun held that kind of sad beauty,

dull orange fire in the bloodred skies.

the water seemed to be cast in the same shade

of carmine, and we held hands as the sun dipped below the

horizon, knowing that whatever happened,

we'd still have each other.

2009-05-23T06:54:00.000-07:00

it's been quite a long time since i've blogged...

well in my terms, actually, it's been quite

happening over here that i've got no time.

it's a late saturday night...so i dragged my heavy ass

up to give you fellow bloggers some

pictorial evidence of my life.

well on friday we had LSP, last lesson...

so not much to do. so we took pics and just spent our

time slacking...haha made a lot of noise

and ms Q is easily pissed.hehe.

after band i went to watch the volleyball girls

play, and it's so cool! gosh i love volleyball.

and i found out from clarabelle(a.k.a.belle)

that she DSAed short-put and joined volleyball.

so now she has 3 CCAs. pro.

amazing... i LOVE vballlllll!!!!!!

then went to mama's house for daddy's birthday celebration!

which was a blast, really. i have pictures

later. we had nasi lemak and loads of other kuehkueh

and snacks. and like almost the whole family

came over, talked for awhile and came back

at midnight absolutely bushed. which is why i didn't

post, obviously.

*rolls eyes* currently meister is getting tickled by

dad and trying to gain my attention. but i'm

not falling for that. you know, i'm pretty good

at shutting off when i want to, being

really emo and everything.

anyway, today i went out with isabel

and anni to parkway! we met at parkway cos i thought

i had piano at 2.30pm but it was cancelled,

so from parkway immediately

headed off to the library(marine parade)

for LA project. we ate lunch, me and anni was

like 20 mins late(sorry isabel) and then we went

window shopping!! which was LOVELY!

fox has got a sale on, esprit too, but as usual

i can't buy anything even with my own money.

ahhhhhh. then in the middle got a call saying i had to babysit

my sister while going out with my friends. MAJOR

BUMMER! not that my younger sister is a pain

of what (okay maybe she is) but i mean.

I'M FREAKING GOING OUT. so i have no privacy.

i'm just some sort of free maid. and i'm

also supposed to walk her to cat class(which i didn't in the end)

and carry her bag(which i did).

i lovelovelove anni's black skinnies and

isabel's red checkered shirt. heeeheee.

so my parents are nagging again,

i shall reply my taggers tomorrow!

angela, dad and me!
us three sisters!chenine is so pretty!

the family who stayed for dinner. from

left to right: che nine, mama, me, mum, meister, dad, aunty glor.

isabel and me!

anni and isabel!

us again! i look horrible. so uber tall.

at gramophone listening to very obscure tunes.

a blur and cute picture of anni!

me and isabel in school gear.

playing with the hankies...

me and anni at gramophone again!

the three of us looking so happy!

the three of us and my sister!

(uhm she looks abit weird but we didn't bother to take again)

aren't they sweet?

okay they're not a couple or something. scrub that.

2009-05-20T06:37:00.001-07:00

oh i'm sooooo frappes-and-fudge tired now...

i realized that i have a smaller appetite and

need longer sleeping hours.

is this part of growing up? i heard sleep

helps you be healthier and

lose weight i guess. and the less eating?

definetely. so when i told aunty gladys

about my weight issues, she was like "this is

your first teen year," in a matter-of-fact voice.

"and after this you'll be getting your curves... ah i can see you've

got very nice hips already..." so let's just give

me the benefit of the doubt and believe her!

of course now i have to go and buy/find a skipping

rope and skip when i have the time downstairs.

the pool's under-maintained no matter how

many times we write in, so the next time

i can go swim is probably when isabel invites

us to her (AWESOME) house again.

which is where a very nice sparkly pool is located.

then again, it may be all the extra band lessons

we've been taking, seriously!

like four times of CCA in a weeks?

?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

ah so i've finished printing my RS, which

our group finally got done recently.

i really hope i ace this otherwise my maths for

the end of years grade is going down.

please visit this blogshop!

no tagging unless you wanna buy something

or advertise your own blogshop, thanks.

http://allourpaperbags.blogspot.com

and by the way it is sweltering hot.

2009-05-19T02:13:00.000-07:00

well shall i make this a short or long post?
i wrote the paragraph today, the "exteremely" sick one.
shall i post it for you people's enjoyment? well
i am capable of writing rather good scenes like this,
but since it has never really happened to me, i
can only refer to my imagination and of course, very
descriptive books of mine.

***

i wrote half the damn story and then deleted it.
it is kinda sick after all.
ahh i don't doubt i'm good. hehe just kidding.
so anyway. mr swee asked the
meaning of penultimate and i didn't get
it right. *bashes head against computer*. and this
is why my display name is "[roeslyn.//who sucks.]"
and roeslyn is a name that SOOO does not suit me.
it is too demure.
yay i found a whole bag of items to sell that
are probably worth more
than $10...
and i left my two huge paperbags at
isabel's house. PAISEH! hope they weren't too much
of an inconvenience to her!
so i smsed her to give me back on thurs
but she didn't reply yet. ahhhh.
oh i can'tcan'tcan'tcan'tcan'tcan't
can't and ABSOLUTELY CANNOT get sick.
not now! not now! NOOOO.
yesterday during computing we were pairing random
people together to test compatibility and blahblahblah
well we went to this webbie for the horoscopes and stuff,
then me and wenjia's parents got this
bad results. whatever so i declare it's useless.
then we went to love calculator...omg it's
so damn fun luh we paired things like
romeo and juliet
and they came out 98%, toilet bowl and shit came
out 96%... wth luh damn funny! then we
searching searching
searching suddenly in the middle of isabel and me popped
out one head... the stupid joshua looking
at the screen!
KAYPOH! then he had eyes like...
noel trying to look cool... so excited sia...
then i shouted... lucky mr lum never scold
he's really
nice. arhhh what the toot. lucky he saw us typing
isabel's parent's names only. hehe never
see other things.
so later we found out he went there... LOUSY LUH!
(lousy has somehow become my favourite word)
veryveryfunfun!
haiz just found out i can't go on sunday!
*wahahahhahahahahahaha*
sadsad. well at least can go on 15 june that
one mum said okay already. seatmate bonding-
do not disturb!
and imma going to bintan to soak up
the sand and surf. oh god!! HAPPY!
note to self: should start working hard to look good
in red arena suit.

2009-05-16T08:05:00.000-07:00

oh my arms died.

cos today, it was shannen/nennash's birthday celebration!

so first went to her house to meet up, then went ice skating

at kallang leisure park. had loads of fun! yok teng,

cheryl, brennan(aka shannen's bro) and andrew

(aka shannen's cuz) came over too. then we had

KFC and i had to leave for piano! *sadsad*

so didn't watch angels and demons with them.

but went back afterwards to her house. then yok teng and

cheryl went home earlier cos yok teng wants to

watch her drama and

cheryl is subjected to the

torture of the peranakan ball. (i think it's a torture)

anyways. i stayed on then suddenly all

the cousins started arriving during our

house of the dead iii marathon. we played for 2 hours!

on shannen's wii. the thing was pirated so not

graphically advanced enough to scare

us. in the end me and shannen made it the furthest but

not the end. ahhh.

then we had a wii sports game and everyone

was very nice... had loads of fun beating

shannen's uncle (okay almost) at

boxing. (which shredded my muscles disabling

free movement of my very exhausted arms)

then after sweating bathtubs, went to john's (aka shannen's

other cousin) house for the last 15 mins of

arsenal vs manchester united match. football yes.

i had a reaction. how surprising.

so i enjoyed it totally and her family was

very nice and everything. at least they don't describe

rooms "like shit". well. they don't use much coarse

language which is rather refreshing after

all the immature male homosapiens in my

class screaming wah lan and all that other

crap. so fun was of the essense today.

on friday, had full band as usual. and mr ng criticized our

school system and made it sound really

nerdy and everything is about studying

and it's really rigid and stuff. well i kind of believe him, which

is a first. then it rained and stormed

outside so it was really super cold and i could really reach

all my high notes. which made mr ng check all

of us, and i couldn't play the high G so he

was like "you keep playing like that you can

forget about playing french horn and brass instruments already"

he said it with a very final tone. which was pretty shocking

and demoralizing, obviously. then he demoted me

to 4th horn...oh dear now i have to learn the piece all over again.

ahh i wish i stayed in junior band. where i sort of belong.

and it was sooo embarrassing. oh deardeardear.

ahhh. i'm so worried about the whole RS

thingy, which my groupmates aren't exactly being

co-operative about. so i guess

i'll do 4 articles that'll have to pass off

as our lit. review, and then i can relax while

they do the survey and report. i have to nail this

or else i'll flunk math at the end of the year.

i am so scared i would cry.

heaven help me. i don't know where to go.

lost and so confused. wherever i turn, darkness

engulfs me. step forward or back, there

wouldn't be no difference, i'd still be empty and

hollow so extend your grace...

2009-05-14T00:19:00.000-07:00

so today is "another piece of misery"

according to mr ng, pro and pyschic DHSSB conductor.

haiz, today was geog test, as you faithful

blog readers know, and well. i did pretty badly.

very badly. not that i got back the results but

i think i can forget about getting marks

for mapreading. and the page is worth like, 8 marks?

there goes 8/20 marks, and all my hopes of

compensating history(theory) and maths

marks.*POOF!* i was sleepy for most part

of the damn test anyway, so it made me

super careless! and maybe a bit

complacent..*high pitched voice soaked in sarcasm,

then voice breaks under the strain and a

horrible sobbing noise ensues*

and RS is NOT getting anywhere. ahhhh.

what am i going to do it replaces my maths marks!!

so i can be prepared for getting a D for maths

at the end of the year. if i'm lucky, C.

and maths was given back too,

i got the same percentage as the CT1.

which means i got a C. careless again.

so, "careless can kill". thanks mr foo.

what am i going to do now?

ahhhhh.

so now my current results are:

LA-next week

History(source-based)-next week

Geography-F for sure

History(theory)-D

Chinese-A

Maths-C

Science-A

i must be the world's biggest joke. the world's most pathetic,

lame and sadsadsad person.

so i must sign maths paper by today,

supershit this.

i shall reply my taggers, as they have been

so nice and supportive. hope everything turns out okay.

dearest cheryls, please leave your surname or

something because i have many cheryls to reply to.

anyway, it's a waste they cancelled lavel camp,

and i'm not ushering anyway there's no open

house is there? dj, a blogshop is a shop

online. in a blog. =.= okay i'll tag rachelt,sure have time

one! thanks for tagging so much anni! you are very skinny you'll

never look fat. and your sewing is good!

hehe isabel hope i can go for all our

planned outings after this disastrous volley

of results for subject assignments...

is DnT fun niya? and we haven't gone out in awhile.

and all who tried to cheer me up

for napfa...well thanks but next year... and

thanks for tagging liverpudlian.

now some really random pics.

i took this because it's cute, ok, not hot.

though i know he's hot.

i shall dedicate a hotties entry but not

now, no mood.

aslan! from the veryfabulous

NARNIA. (which by the way

also has a hot guy acting yeah)

the droplet shivered, then with another heavy
sob it fell to the groud, imprinting a perfect circle.

the night will swallow you up, the

only hope for survival will be the moon.

2009-05-12T23:59:00.001-07:00

okay today i think i broke my record

of the most profanities said so explicitly in a single

set of 24 very short hours.

i am very pissed.

veryveryvery pissed. seriously, when you are crossing

me please think twice hor i only let these

b******* (censoring to protect innocence

of thy eyes, although not

really innocent anyway.)off cos they're teachers ok.

or should we say antagonists.

day 8. swayday. should've known.

firstly, had NAPFA today, so after chinese we

rushed like hell to the sports hall.

then ms lee was a bit "behind the scenes".

so this indian teacher came up (not being racist

or anything, just plain pissed) and started heading us.
then dunno what he ask

so i replied "35" because i thought he was asking

for the people in this class. then he turned to

me and said "i asked who's the chairman.

is your name 35?harh? is it?"

WTFHWTFHWTFH!!

i dug my nails into my flesh so hard, it

almost bled. i felt like just standing up

and leaving the hall okay. so what if i heard wrongly.

don't tell me he's so perfect never hear wrongly

before. so, piss-rory-off number 1.

then i managed to scrape through and get above Cs for everything,

even the 2.4km! which made me pleased lah.

then when it came to the pull-ups, the guy kept shouting

very uncivily in our direction.

whatever. so when it's my turn he kept

screaming and what lah, then he didn't count

my first two. WTH! then the last few also never count, so

i ended up with a E. and it's not even my fault ok,

i didn't "kick" or whatever shit he names

it after, i adjusted my darned feet which were sliding

on the stupid floor. helloh if i don't adjust then i will

drop and stop counting. if i adjust then i get this crap.

wow. amazing! *oozes sarcasm*

so we wanna do retest. spent the bloody new age searching for the

clipboard and found out

*somebody* gave the damn thing to the teacher, in the

end it wrecked our whole group's chances. frappe.

seriously, this sucks a lot. i worked my butt off for this, and

because of one item i have to bloody

bronze this thing. great!

and it's not even my fault lor.

then i found out that *somebody*

betrayed *somebody* and so i am NOT going to

acknowledge them for hmm let's see... forever? *nods head excitedly*

and now i'm in this great fight with my mum

because i got 60/80 for chinese test and it's a FREAKING

A and she tells me "good meh? i thought 65 then good."

ain't that what she told me when i got
a+ for science and a overall.

then she was like "now wait for maths results."

so means no matter how hard i work and no

matter how much i get, the only thing that matters

is maths results. and whatever i did badly in.

like history. oh don't think of it...
i feel like crying, so darn sad luh.

2009-05-12T02:05:00.000-07:00

so today shall be a relatively short post

in terms of word content.

history was postponed to next week. sorta

good news, but we had more of bad news

today. firstly, LA test which mr swee very kindly

phrases as "assignment in class" (thanks but

didn't work there) is scheduled for next week,

and camp's replaced with lessons!!

WTH.hello holiday at least,we were supposed to

be playing you know. they'd better give

us a replacement camp or something

later in the year lah! DHS OWES THE WHOLE

SCHOOL 4 DAYS OF PLAYING.

so hopefully sunday i can persuade mum to

let me slack at isabel's house. and she says must

let down hair. ahh. i'd be glad to. that's

when you can see the "wisps".

missed the darn bus today,

didn't feel like running for it. so went home

with ngee siang (coincidence) after NSW, which

was quite easy as most of the things were

studied, but p5p6 never study also can pok! come out.

why am i speaking in singlish.

anyways, don't wanna jinx the thing so now concentrate

on geog CT! wish me luck kays, i'll need it.

i'm so glad for the bunch of friends i have now.

they gave me confidence to smile at the camera

again. seriously if you compare it to

last time i was super-camera-shy and didn't

know what to do about it.

so now i conclude that the litmus test for

friends shall be if they can make me feel comfortable

about myself. which all true friends do to each other,

don't they?

TAKE A LOOKIE AT MY GORGEOUS FRIENDS.

of course this time it was just four of us, i have a whole circle of friends

okay. spent the whole recess taking pics,

which might seem very vain

but it really makes you feel pretty darn good

about yourself. so i have found out another stress-reliever.

us four!

cute aren't we?

angle a bit buay gam but it's alright.

another shot!

me and the very pretty isabel sia.

us in a row(i know my glasses are covering my eyes)

being happy...

smiles everyone!

cool effect, step ladder.

being really pyschotic.

isabel,anni and me!

just being girlfriends.

million watt smiles,everyone.

erms.heads chopped off.

amazingly amazing.

anni triple poking my face.

the cool, calm and collected.

wenjia and i!!

so hope this is "glam" enough for your

taste, isabel warned me against posting unglam shots

of us. ah i can feel the warmth oozing out

of our smiles.(a bit thick-skinned bah)hahahaha,

getting ready for tuition later.

2009-05-11T05:32:00.001-07:00

thanks isabel for pointing out

that i accidentaly deleted the credits

with the archives. shit.

on the brighter side, today i'm so

totally over with 3 things:

settling the re-downloading for my phone,

the dumb maths worksheet which i can't

even remember the title of,

and some people. i mean, i

want things to work out for us but i'm really

tired of spending so much time on something

that sucks so much life out of me and

gives absolutely ZILCH back. i've learned

that from my SAC experience.

seriously, what am i gonna do with this?

i don't know how to continue, so i guess

giving up is the next available option.

anyway, today was pretty cool cos mama came

over, then we had BK for brekkie and i

ordered a enormous omelette sandwich.

oh, i am also over the whole diet thing. or at least

trying to be over it. i think what matters most is

how one thinks about oneself, and

confidence is the most important,isn't

it? what everyone else tells you are just...

guidelines(Pirates of the Carribean much?)

then i completed The Year My Sister Got Lucky,

which just emphasizes the point that

Aimee Friedman can write good teen

books without introducing (much, as compared

to the other scandalous stuff i've read) sex and other

dirty details. so now, basically, i'm looking

forward to my hols shopping spree, which i have just

realized will sit perfectly in the peak

of the GSS if we plan it properly.

yesterday mum just told me as i was clearing the clothes

for the blogshop that she wouldn't buy

all my old clothes, which pissed me off

pretty well, since all my clothes are

in FANTASTIC condition. (and it's thanks to

mum's amazing washing skills,

honed since age 8. how ironic to insult

yourself) anyway i'll just leave

it to the others to tell me what i should

put in the blogshop, i'm not exactly incharge

anyway. and sis doesn't want any of

my clothes. why, i cannot comprehend.

instead she chooses to wear the same colors,

same clothes day in day out. imma pray she grow

up and see the light.

something gross here: a beetle, get this beetle

flew into my ear just now!! super-eeks lah!

i was squealing (yes i made a horrible

high-pitched sound not unlike the pig in Animal

Farm which got it's namesake from this

unglam sound.) and beating my ear and thank

the Federation of Bleeding Insects(FBI)

it came off me. then i looked down and

saw this entire line of ants crowding around

i-don't-want-to-know-what, and seriously i took

the ant-roller(here i mean an IKEA lint-

remover) and steam-rolled them minus the steam.

now every tingle feels like an insect crawling over me.

oh well. paranoia kicking in.

my ex-tuition-teacher aka my sis' current tuition teacher

aka che priscillia found a lost schnauzer in the

park so she decided to bring it home to join

oscar. they named it rex and according to

my sis he's very friendly and easily trusting.

which is bad for a dog, i guess.

it has been a journey of self-revelations so far.

oh crap i didn't do RS homework.

ngee siang will plummel me.

2009-05-09T22:50:00.000-07:00

so i decided to change my blogskin,

finally i dragged my ass to do it.

i know the mixpod is screwed,

but at least it works! and i may have

accidentaly deleted my archives link.

oh well, there's not much i can do about

it except not to care, is there?

finished inkheart yesterday!

a very nice book, but not so roller-coastery

as the theif lord or dragon rider.

so i think i shall buy

inkspell and inkdeath if i ever come across

the funds. and obviously the space for them.

now reading the year my sister got lucky,

by aimee friedman the author of

a novel idea! which you really should read

if you have the time and it's so incredibly

rare, so please read if you find it.

friday we had LSP and found out it's probably the last

lesson! ;( bye miss Q! we did "baby sewing",

used the sewing machine but instead of cloth and

thread we made a series of little holes in the

paper, so here are some pics.

me working very hard at this.

the foot pedal!

me again, courtesy of anni.

cheryl! poor thing she had to do two cos

miss Q found out she was using two pieces

of paper. (shh a lot of us did too.)

anni! she did very well, almost comparable to

BELLERIE THE ALMIGHTY PRO-NESS.

close up of anni! she followed my maple leaf.

copycat :P

the stupid buttons which left me

utterly bamboozled.

it was very hard work, but bellerie

of course did the best of our table,

her holes were all in the marker's lines.

i couldn't be very bothered, hehe.

so sad i wish we had one more cooking lesson at least.

now it's gonna be replaced by malay!

oh god... imma get some peranakan tips

from my ever patient mama.

she rocks the house. family. essentially everything.

okays i spent like 1 hour on this

post, thanks to the bloody pics.

2009-05-07T03:34:00.001-07:00

of all the shitshitshitty days

in my pathetic exsistence, today

was probably going into the "World's

Most Miserable" list.

i'm gonna damn low for science and maths CT.

i feel it in my veins. cos i minused like

a whole ink barrel of marks on carelessness

and pure stupidity. sigh!

next week geog and history*groan*.

if i live past that, i'm a lucky girl.

even if it means getting hit by a car seconds

after leaving school. what the heck.

sheeeeeeeeeeeesh!

let's not dwell on the unhappiness life brings.

today wenjia said she's gonna join our

blogshop project! whoopee!

after the CTs i hope they replace level camp with

the hols. which will be even better if there's

no homework! can go slack and do the

stuff for blogshop. the sooner we earn money,

the better. then we've got a whole

list of places to visit during

the month-long hols, just hope that mummy will

be maganimous and allow me to go for all of them!

please luh, mummy! she's still awesome

about the blogshop thingy anyways.

so overall i'm really excited.

today got back the ACC test thing, and i did

surprisingly well-13/30!

i mean, c'mon lah i thought i would get

single digit lor... and we're still speculating

about the backstabber who's gonna get it.

i have such good friends. i love my friends.

kinda comfortable with the social situation in DHS

now, as complicated as it was in SAC so i can handle it.

i've done loads worse before, this is loose

but what can you expect? the name of my msn

contact group for drover is "[drover.tooearlytoomuchtoosoon]"

which i think is rather apt, hmm? i goes to show

that anything can happen. and the SAC one

is "[sacps.theliesanddeceptiondidn'tkillus]"

which i hope will be when i look back on our class.

we ROCK THE HOUSE.

seriously, after my encounter in SAC, i realize that

sometimes, friendships are so breakable, it's good

to place some carpet 'fore your floor gets

scratched. better still, have a marble floor.

(if you get my drift) so don't put too much faith

in a relationship, cos anything can happen!

(i might sound like i have lots of experience but

i'm just learning) not that my current

friends are not good! we ROCK!

i feel so much better when they're

around! lovelovelove all my

friends in drover and

everywhere else!

but found out

that someone somewhere is being an

arse. won't specify sex. (i know you're breaking

out in uncontrollable giggles)

gotta bathe now, seeing that the computer

is LAGGING. oh i NEED a bath. che nine is coming!

2009-05-05T01:48:00.000-07:00

this week quite cool so far.

today mr hong was in quite a bad

mood, but as usual he was really

sweet and his angry wasn't exactly

ferocious. i mean. well. it was sort of our fault

luhs, we were REALLY late for science,

which isn't exactly what i wanted to do.

I LOVE SCIENCE. seriously. but i hate

physics. which will surely kill

me tomorrow during the CT.

oh did i mention that another of mr hongs

gracious extentions was to postpone the CT

cos many of us didn't know about it...

and David didn't tell us. how convenient.

point is, THANK YOU MR HONG YOU JUST

SAVED MY ASS.

why can't there be 48 hours in a day? more

time for study. and other stuff. like shopping.

speaking about shopping, isabel, anni

and i have decided to set up blogshop!

which of course i shall link once it's done.

and please support us! there will be loads of

nicenice things. ehehe. dunmanians get discount, no?

really excited, yeah.

watched nickelback's if everyone cared MV. very,

very inspirational. the vid, not really the song.

so maths is on thursday, and next week

gonna have both humans. CTs and maybe one LA.

shit! i am so dying here. thank got not much written

homework and crystal's doing the LA presentation,

she's always had a gift for these computer thingies.

CAN'T WAIT FOR BLOGSHOP.

2009-05-04T05:36:00.000-07:00

oh gosh the exams are killing me.

right we have our CTs(again!*groans*)

to study for. so i am hoping to give

you guys a short and sweet post and

try my very best not to lament on the

fact that i am being flooded with

problems like homework. (see i did it

already) i am so tired i could just

curl up in a ball and read inkheart

(which is thankfully a lot better than wings)

till i doze off, or maybe skip the reading and

just ZZZ. had cca today...it was quite

tiring cos binbin wasn't there!

*gasp*! had a big fight over who should

play the solo, but mr ng was in a

good mood so he let us off early. and we

found out he has a third eye and whatever he

puts on the shelf behind him in the band room

is meant to avert *eeeeeeeeevil* spirits. ?!

he's a full-time therapist and today his topic is

psycology. which he happens to know

a lot about, just like many other things.

so he said the quartz broke and it's bad

for the band and *something* came in and

everyone started whispering. personally i believe

he's amazing but a bit off.

ooooh. not that i don't believe in ghosts,

but uhm. i dunnohowtosay lah.

and then he told us that ghosts are just another

form of energy. yeah like we didn't

already know that, that's how they

got the ghost sensors right? but well, it was nice

to know anyway, someone who actually

can see ghosts. well. practice was

harrowing, trying to squeeze the notes ever

so slightly out of my lungs and coming

out with a strangled sound which apparently

i didn't get scolded for. binbin i officially applaud

you. the song is nice, just that they don't have

too many relaxing parts, do they?

haven't sold rhythm tix, damn.

PLEASE BUY!

tomorrow gonna wear orange on my hair.

better get back to moodle. shit.

2009-05-02T05:08:00.000-07:00

oh and now i shall reply my

dearest taggers.

yep inez i've got a blog!

relatively new. linked ya

vivian! thanks for tagging lots

anni, hello to yifei and i think

hewming is a nice guy rachel nggy!

yeah the tag board is at whisperings

cheryl, and those who have

visited please leave a note!

sorry about the SAC thingy too.

my hair not bad right, DJ? and

sorry i missed the outing.

yay thanks for tagging girlfriend,

and megan we really should meet up.

diane if you wanna see long posts go

to megan's blog, link in the "links" section.

YO rachel t!

by the way, even angels fall is a

JESSICA RIDDLE song ok? not

vanessa carlton. GET IT RIGHT!

2009-05-02T04:17:00.000-07:00

singapore's average temperature is

like the human melting point.

today, went to the Assisi Home and Hospice

Funfair 2009, from 10am till 1pm ok.

spent a total of $110! 0.0 but worth it!

did quite a bit of shopping which of

course made me happy. i LOVE shopping.

had loads of fun, held at SJI(no i was NOT

looking at hot guys Rachel Ng) and there were

135 stalls including many from hotels.

so i ate chicken pie, fishball, otah, nachos,

sausages, iced tea and somethings else luh cannot

remember. it was really noisy, really crowded

and really, really hot(as in the temperature).

pinned up my damn fringe with the new clips

i bought yesterday at century square.

my sis has this new hobby known as "collecting

cute paper". ?! it seems to be a craze now, and

a seriously expensive one. one book is like $5-$8?

gosh. so we went aries afterwards where

i introduced her a more prudent craze known as

COLORS. meister got a white cloth band

two blue rubberbands,and i completed

my color sets with orange and yellow.

so now i got 6 colors liao.woohoo!

you know i hate it in the night when

all the rain flies come into your houses and hover round

the lights? it creeps me out!

gosh i think i've gotta bathe again!

so now i'm gonna showcase my lovely fruits

of this weekend's shopping (which hopefully will

continue tomorrow). hope the pics

can come out alright.

look at my fan from the beijing olympics!

can you see the seahorse?

handmade earrings!

and my glorious collection!

spent ages on this ok, got nagged at

somemore! enjoy peoples!

2009-04-29T03:13:00.000-07:00

ah what a break from hyperspace.

sorry for leaving my life in the

dark to all you spiderpeople,

but seriously luh. no time!

got one entire bunch of homework to

do on the four day weekend ok.

DHS not gonna let us off so easily.

can't go out tomorrow... seeing as my mother

doesn't allow... and today i went

kallang leisure park again with anni!

we managed to eat pasta this time, and

i spent more money on clips!

bought the green set this round.

mwahaha i love accesories.

the dumb mixpod can't load on my computer

but the school computer can leh. ?!

bought meister a muffin and brownie

which apparently my mother did not appreciate.

just finished reading 8-days... i must say,

joanne peh looks absolutely stunning.

jeanette aw and christopher lee can

just leave! fann wong too. i am so

totally disgraced by dai yang tian lah.

flamingos and a mint-green suit. the suit

was so-la-la but the FLAMINGO TIE?!

he needs to get his mind right.

and he's currently reading Who Moved

My Cheese? which has to be

the easiest book of the century.

which unfortunately i didn't complete

as my aunt took it away before i did.

(i was eight). quite a nice read, it's lighthearted with

a deeper meaning. oo.

hmm let's see... oh yeah DJ a.k.a. Deng Jing

broke the beaker and the evaporating

dish in science today... wth luh

they don't exactly drop from the skies.

so i helped clean up, then some idiots tried

to pick up the shards with their bare hands.

SERIOUSLY.DOES IT TAKE SO MUCH ENERGY

TO USE THE OXYGENATED TISSUE IN

BETWEEN YOUR EARS?!

so i was practically yelling,"用脑!" for the whole

damn session of clearing up.

evidently no one has helped out in cleaning glass

stuff before except maybe chicken.

and some people are so proud

that they have never broken glass stuff before.

i see. and some people were really

insulting and they took it as a joke. rights.

mmm. i envy the volleyballers!

what a fun game. i'm really afraid that i

can't play well for band now. help!

mr ng gave us this long-ish lecture

and it's like, very uhm. dunnohowtosay.

(yep another adjective) so i plan to work

real hard and hopefully i can scarper through this.

and bin bin a.k.a. bin-jie (courtesy of ex-non

main-ers) is one AMAZING player. even shao

shan thinks so.

table of glory had such a disappointing ending,

but isabelle and isabel said there is

gonna be second part. i honestly hope so.

the federation of chinese dramas

should value their life.

but overall it was a not-bad show, the

ending RUINED everything.

tired!

2009-04-26T03:53:00.000-07:00

yay i'm happy!

my gosh i'm really happy!

woots i'm SO happy!

but when you think about homework...

the bleeding alegebra thing...

then not so happy lah.

but let's not think about that.

I FINALLY GOT MY NEW DO.

my hair rocks now!

i've got this short-ish fringe

and layers at the back,

the "wispy" thingy. ??

nevermind, but i think it looks great

anyway. i've finally escaped from 4 years

of having same length hair all around.

but now a bit hard to tie cos the

fringe is like, ceh-ceh.

spent the morning in church,

then afternoon made off for parkway

to cool down. gosh it's hot.

dad went off yesterday!

he's gonna stop at boston

for a week 'fore going to alaska

for a week then boston again,

all business 'cept for the alaska leg.

so a total of three weeks. hmmm.

i can go to the library to borrow

the books i was never allowed to read.

so now considering whether should get

math tuition. i think need but no funds leh...

... any sponsers?

got the math factorisation of algebraic

terms to complete now. SUPPOSED

TO ENJOY SUNDAY HERE.

not happening luh, got so much work now.

cheche priscillia says this is the initial stage,

(1.5 terms, 2 CTs and i'm still on the initial stage)

and i'll catch up sooner or later. i honestly

hope so for my own sake.

well next week is something to look forward to anyway,

only three days of school then thursday

is visit-SAC-day! hurrah!

then after that hopefully i can make it for

drover's outing later, but i think i'll stay

at SAC till 2+pm, or at

least until band starts

then we can have a small tete-a-tete

and LEAVE. then begins my long

and lonely trek to ECP. maybe can meet

isabel on the way. or whatever.

wish me luck for 2.4km on wednesday,

and subsequently my 5 items

which i am...*toot*

i shan't jinx me, yah?

just believe in myself. although my jumping

is erratic and...

tuesday gonna be done with table

of glory! sad. wish it could be

longer a bit.

there's only like, 20 episodes or less lah!

like this also can count as show.

tsktsk, mediacorp.

well now gonna go back to work and

hope someone i can talk to gets their asses

online. should i be spending so much

time on MSN? socializing is a quiddity.

GET.USED.TO.IT.

2009-04-24T06:22:00.000-07:00

let's count the number of times

rory doesn't get scolded.

hmm.....and we have a grand total of 0!

my life sucks.

all it involves is studying, and being bored.

i mean, there's a limit to how much

you can play the piano or

compupter right? or read.

oh did i forget?my dad is allowed

to spend thousands of dollars on his

car, and i can't spend on books.

by the way, i'm using my own money.

i have a sudden fetish to go

to different shopping centres everyday.

which i almost never get to go to lah.

i want a pair of shorts that costs

$25 and i think it's expensive.

but i asked the others and it's considered cheap.

WTH?have i been living under a rock?

apparently so.

i am such a loser. a loser who needs maths tuition.

shit.

i have a feeling mr swee and other teachers

read our blogs. thank god i'm not linked

to the class blog. and thank god i ***'*

*** ** **** ****. (which is pretty easy to guess who

i am after awhile lah. there's only one chick

in the world who'll ever be like me)

well. just finished the 9 o'clock show.

i love table of glory!

sorry for this bo liao post. gotta go

do my e portfolio thingy before i get

majorly screwed.

2009-04-22T02:02:00.000-07:00

ah. today was my sway day.

in term one it was day 7,

even week tuesdays.

now its on day 3!

sigh. i don't know why for every

nine moments of being rather

contented in dhs, i must give up

one day to be pissed and emo.

what is wrong with the world?

firstly, i got caught wearing the LA earrings.

and i just said i was not gonna get

caught yesterday! i seriously

spoke too soon. i also have a

nasty feeling she checked my blog.

so i took them off. the something happened

that should not be put here.

but sway all the same.

so i got rather upset. then it came

down to art. go toilet only lah,

then kena mr teo scolding.

the whole class lah, but he

keep looking at me and anni cos

we came in late. TOILET LAH CANNOT MEH?!

so i a bit pissed lor. but today

he was quite alright, not so...

perfectionist. hehe.

in the middle of class i scolded

noel "shut up" for the first time.

quite pleased with myself, cos i always held back.

but its like, he copied jeremiah's

si han, like exactly so both of them

got 0. who cares about noel, but

jeremiah? omg he's such a nice guy.

stupid! so i don't care lah.

must have parent's signature.

haha i think we'll have a show to watch.

confirm will complain. okay i seriously

sound so sadistic. then after school

mum promised to come then

ghad to go to some dunnowat

(yesh i,rory,have invented a verb!)

banking thing and after waiting

for half a bloody hour i had to make

my own way back. so i stopped at singapore

post on the way and got correction tape

and pens for anni(i borrowed her card)

then go back to the bus stop to take

30. and guess who i saw? of all

the freaking people in this freakishly

warped world, i had to see weixuan from ferra.

wtfh?!

i honestly tried to avoid him. which

didn't work because the nice-and-kind

side of me opened the nice-and-kind

mouth to acknowledge him.

i often do that to friends.

i am naturally nice. really.

so anyway, after i got home i realized

i lost those blasted studs of mine.

and what a pity they were one of my

favourites. then i felt i great urge to

share this with the rest of the internet

so i sat here and blogged. now i just

feel like bawling my eyes out over today.

especially the earstuds part.

if it wasn't off my ears i would NEVER

have lost them. shoot.

i changed my pencil case to the roxy one.

gosh that was so random.

2009-04-21T03:27:00.000-07:00

computer getting laggy-er by the minute.

wth. oh well.

i've got my LA earstuds on, not cause i

love LA(subject) so much that

i've had a sudden epiphany to place it

on my ears. (not that i don't like LA!)

for those who don't know,

LA=los angeles=state in america.

my dad got it for me in USA.

and people keep saying i'll get caught.

okay no offense to this school which i love,

but in primary school they allowed it...

and now they want us to look "studious".

isn't that another way of saying "nerdy"?

ah. anyway i haven't got caught yet, and

i don't think i might. the studs are good

occasionally, but hello it's a bit boring rights?

i sincerely hope mr teo can't read this.

or any other teacher for that matter.

isn't it a unspoken law not to trust teachers?

just sharing...better not share too much.

but i can give you some insights...some

things you might never get to hear.

okay i sound like a total cult.

today we went parkway parade!

we as in anni and i, isabel couldn't make it.

sad. so we ate jack's place, student meal of

course, we aren't that rich. it was nice!

anni left all the veggie and fries like usual,

i left some of my drink as usual, and

we didn't finish the ice cream as usual

then go home!

parkway was such a relief from school, don't

know why i couldn't absorb anything today.

not much anyway. enjoyed science lessons...

to a certain extent. go mr hong!

mum said meimei gonna cut hair

this weekend after dad leaves

for the (cool and refreshing) alaska.

*glares jealously* seriously. he gets forced leave.

like i wouldn't kill for that.

so i've decided to layer, and get a fringe.

which hopefully won't make me look

like any of the people in the class.

i always loved my uniqueness.

on the other hand, looking like a complete freak

ain't gonna work for me either.

i still can't get the pic uploading thing

right. i tried... but couldn't lah. i'm so

noobies! (cute term i got from chantal)

had a LA test today...think i'm flunking it. again.

SIGH.when i say flunking i mean...like B.

B=flunking. for english lah. and probably

science. i set high standards for the subjects

i super-enjoy. sad mr swee has to go!

all the bestest, mr swee. anyway, i've gotta resume

floundering in the deep depths of

HOMEWORK.

later peoples. hope you like this post.

quantity and quality in one. i should shut up like NOW.

2009-04-19T06:41:00.000-07:00

my holiday is officiallly over.

cheche nine and aunty glor went back today...

and dad and mum coming back

from macau tonight (or counted as monday

morning) mama is still here! yay!

we had so much pizza that we almost burst, then

walked it off when we picked some

leaves for cheche nine's scout thingy.

she spent the whole freaking day doing

one single tribal mask and used

up all of my paint. i am now having mixed

feelings about lending her my paint.

this is the best song of the year ok

LISTEN TO THIS WHILE YOU READ THE REST OF THIS POST.

by order of the keeper.

and my mama tagged me!

she used computer for the first time lols.

I LOVE MY MAMA.

oh yesh and so i had a superb-ly hard

time doing this week's homework partly because

it comprised jian bao.

but got it done anyway. i am still striving

to improve my chinese and chinese

CT2 is tomorrow. wish me luck yeah?

these days has been super hot ok...

we turned on the air-con for two days already!

sheesh it's SO hot.

oh well nothing much we can do except wait

for the relief of darkness.

it's really late and why am i still blogging.

i have nothing to do besides studying!

(and reading the chocolate run which i still

owe isabelle. sorry.)

so now i shall reply to all my loved taggers!

well yes mama i love you too, and i still wanna

watch shopaholic with niya, welcome for the tag, anytime.

linette imy! and anni do you need new

specs again? you're my first link.-.-

thanks jalyn for being so super

enthusiastic, good luck with the

camp commitee. sad i couldn't

keep up with the rest of you geniuses.

thank you rachel t for bringing lots of laughter

to my blog. hellos yuan siang! no problem about

the multi-tag thing.

RACHEL NGGY!(bounces up and down) MISS YOU TOO!

love you too isabelle, and tagged back to chris.

link finxed, dj, and HERE I'M REPLYING YOUR TAG.

lols anyways people, gonna sleep now!

2009-04-17T03:42:00.000-07:00

oh well. the fairytale is back again.

yay parents gone macau! so i

can have my cheche nine and

cheche deline come over for awhile.

mama here too!

anyways. band ended early tday which

of course is a reason for

celebrations!

and i finally completed my blog with

this ultra nice skin and

all the things i wanted except

music. which on second thoughts doesn't

really matter as long as i blog properly.

NO TWITTING OR WHAT CRAP.

trying to act cool kana ah lian ji kuan

so tag peoples, i took great pains figuring

out the tagboard.

today mr wong in nice mood! good luhs,

otherwise yesterday very scary.mr teo still same,

the *ahems* perfectionist...

and of course all my friends were wonderful as always!

going to flunk my ACC test.

wait...

WHO CARES?!

i, for one, don't.

anni, cheryl and i were taking pictures and anni

keep talking and laughing.

we took pictures! and anni say :

"in others' eyes we are very zi lian."

i don't give a damn.

girls just wanna have fun.

yun xuan came to say "apologies"

today. is it? i not so sure. what to do what to do?

*sigh*hidden meaning in crystal's

blog. *sigh*. i think i'll just leave

it for now and see.

which is what i usually do. useful yeahs.

okay do you get bored of lengthy posts?

sheesh. must ask isabel how to insert

photos. then i can relish the days

where we spammed the class blog with william moseley.

2009-04-16T00:54:00.000-07:00

OH MAN, this is getting so hard.

i approached anni for help for

this blog and halfway the computer lab

close!! grr...

okay so learnt how to do the profile and

stuff, but my links got problem!! how?

anni don't wanna pick up. sigh!

i'm beginning to learn that the easiest thing

in blogging is to POST.

and i found out that if you're changing blogskin,

be prepared to retype everything.

so now i need a:

-cbox

-working links

-visit count

-mixpod

-nicer cursor

-learn how to make ".the.forgotten.fairytale." type itself.

gosh i suck.

ah, finally made a decision today to quit camp commitee

i have horrible results and no time!

sorry all camp people,

but i had to do it. would have

been fun i know but sorry. :'(

so now i need to compile biziben!

and whatever related to maths i must do too.

anni says she wants to do go maths

tuition! yay! can go with me.

oh anyway. i wanted to write

something but now i think not.

2009-04-15T05:39:00.000-07:00

the chick is in action!

woots, finally decided on starting a blog

which is proving to be rather fun,

contrary to what i expected.

i must be the biggest, most idiotic

computer noob of the century.

make that two centuries.

i think anni had a horrible time

trying to explain how to change the darn skin

but of course nothing pierced my thick head lah.

dj helped me get this one.

too bad the shoes ain't high-tops.

so now anni has decided to stay and teach me in the

computer lab tomorrow after school.

yay finally i shall attain bloggers'-nirvana.

oh well, today had loads of fun at

kallang leisure park...

including the long walk there which

probably gained us the 10000 steps thing.

had subway cos pastamania was closed. :(

then went to buy hairclips!

seriously, i have been in black or blue

my entire primary life i forgot what colors looked like.

so today i got red clip and pink

(anni's choice) rubberband. :0

i think i have to get used to it.

then meister (i.e. younger sister) coming home from hospital

after serious bout of food poisoning.

so went to chocz to buy chocolate muffin!

(her fave) absolutely divine. had it

microwaved to melt all the chocolate.

sad isabel and isabelle cannot go! :(

sigh hope isabel can clear it up...

and we walk like crazy to the bus stop.

meister ate the ENTIRE muffin when she came back

that's how much she loves muffins.

especially the chocolate variety.

then cannot eat dinner!

haha.

had history test today.think

i'm gonna flunk it lah, the stupid me

forgot the notes in the file.

shhh don't tell anyone.