i am so sad.

i'm stuck at home D:!

supposed to go back to school today, see,

but parents SO not allowing.

i'm not on LOA so marked as AWVR

(absent without valid reason) when there

actually is a valid reason, which is H1N1.

because my parents don't want me to

join the surge of potential H1N1-ers

and i have 3 relatives who have low

immunes and if i bring it back from

school these three people will be

in serious trouble. so i emailed

ms ng and she told me i am AWVR

and i cannot even access moodle!

although i got some geometric thingy.

?! rights. it's depressing okay.

like some punishment for not coming

to school but hey it's not my fault.

I MISS SCHOOL and feel so bad about not

going but if my parents don't want then not

my problem rights? then ms ng didn't

call dad up i guess. so i dunno. hope

isabel explained it. sort of.

then now stuck at home, revising

stuff. ACK... i hope i didn't miss much today.

and i'm not going back till wednesday-ish!

ohohohoh. i feel TERRIBLE.

i wonder if the school will scold me

for not coming. aiyah. especially *someones

who can scold very well*. ohdeardear.

let it raaaaaaaaaaain.

i will call isabel at 2.20pm to check

on what happened today.

aahhhhh. i feelo-LOUSEEO.

saaaad.

lost.

dunno what now.

hopeless.

aahh.

i end with a scream.