so my bag finally broke and i'm in

two minds about it, cos i like it

a lot but now i get to buy a new bag.

*heehee* i really hope to get a nice one!

the harvesack i'm carrying now makes

me look like a ninja turtle. ><

so i've been feeling a little down these

few days, maybe it's the pre-EOY stress?

i know i shouldn't be worrying but that's

the way it goes isn't it? i keep thinking of

what others think about me as a friend after

almost a year of friendship. and to top it

all off i failed my chinese test today.

(i mean i took it today but i think

i failed it already. negative you say?

wait till you're me.) so i decided

to write my feelings down here. ah.

`MISTAKES-FOR THE LOST

how many times do i have to try

to know i can't keep trying

to realise i'll always lose in the end

how many times do i have to love

to know i can't keep loving

to realise that it's all lies

how many times to cry

to know i've finally run out of tears?

and move on bravely

how many times do i have to hear

the whispers behind my back

and suspect, and be afraid?

i'll try until i get it

i'll love until i find you

i won't give in

i'll cry till i get a river

flowing from within

i'll hear, listen, accept, change

till i find that one sweet spot

that's mine.