honesty is really the best policy.
i shall speak more on this later, school first.
ACC? absolutely confusing, positively boring.
sooo need to brush up on my chinese.
the situation now is not unlike my first year in DHS,
total chinese noob-dom. ahhhh.
he speaks to fast for one, and has terrible diction.
LA was a bore as usual.
the stupid soh keeps calling us stupid and useless
and weak everyday. my GOOOD.
shall skip the details.
science? not bad, will do microbiology soon. finally,
something real! i hope we'll get more out of our bio syllabus this
year, and i won't be jealous when niya dissects a sheep's heart
- no wait, actually, ANYTHING- cos i'll be dissecting a frog or something.
and she doesn't have to rub RGS in my face.
computing. they actually invented something
to disable all conputer monitors and blank your screen.
AHHHHHHHHH. irritating? yes.
for the computing teachers though, it's a wonderful tool.
we all know how much we slack during computing.
ohwells.
didn't gt half the lesson and soon i gave up,
almost twisted my neck cos i kept turning to type
and retype the encoding.
i solemnly swear NEVER to go into IT even if it costs me my life.
geography was cool, except that my stomach
was rumbling throughout the whole thing. and i copied notes
later so i lagged behind quite a bit. ah. just
get better prepared next time!!
oh yes, distributed AWESOME y2 orientation dazzle maniacs tshirt
today!! i still remember asking kiatshing(?)/GARY if we would get the tee.
hehehehe.
it's really nice! but i got L which is like, way huge. terrible.
knew it cos i'm the 3rd tallest in class. and there
are definitely more than 2 L sizes.
but the tshirt is really nice! so for all our running
and hard work that day, we got a free shirt in the end.
not bad, quite worth it.
still think they should have ordered half the class S,
5 XS and the rest M. but anyway. ahhh.
got a belated birthday wish today. ^^
thank you mingshun.
okay so after school, went out with enmei, anni,
and cheryl to Kg. Arang to eat.
had a chat.
and the thing is, being honest is a really
hard thing to do because it requires courage
and a pure heart. we tell white lies so much
it becomes a part of our lives,
and we are constantly covering or hiding
from the truth...but the truth is
so powerful, so penetrative and so acute that
it really is like a slap in the face,
in fact it probably works better.
and being honest, you cannot
1.be embarrased or awkward,
2.laugh at the other person.
you just get it out, naturally.
so when we are pure, truthing is natural.
but now lying to many of us is natural already,
so what kind of people are we?
truthing will gain you the respect you need.
so i'll try to be as honest as i can from today onwards.
whoo, new year's resolution? don't know.
for me, you don't have to wait a whole year to change,
change is now.
change is constant.