it rained. finally. the skies have decided to open up.

today...well nothing much happened in school,

except that maybe i said too much during science lesson.

sorry to those affected. well. i am naturally

practical in outlook. and tougher than most in some ways.

anywayze.

after school mum brought me out to parkway!

had the super-spicy chicken noodles for lunch,

then i was still hungry but mum said don't buy.

?! my stomach will collapse you know.

so we went to buy mum this pair of red and white

sports pumps with laces or something...

and it's quite nice on her but $30. ah well worth it

i guess. i walked into body shop to look-see,

cos i have three birthdays coming up:

5 june-aunty gloooooor!!

5 july-isabeeeeeeel!

15 august-che nineeeeeeeeey!

woots! i love you if you are reading this.

i already know what to get for che nine, vaguely for aunty

glor, and not at all for isabel. oh wells.

then i went to buy a super nice white shirt!

from cotton on! it's plain, so i can wear it with the long

turquoise necklace i bought the other time.

$7.50 only. mum says it's "good price".

hahahhahahahahahaahaaha.

i shall now reply my taggers.

all are loved, by the ways.

estella is in 1C and cheryloo is in my class!

thanks for tagging niya, and you're super pretty

in all the photos! please enlarge font.

one subject only isabel, but can't wait for 15th! sad i missed the

other time. thanks for cheering me up anni,

and relinked liaos. thanks for all the updates

cherylchew. i like my blogskin too yunxuan,

hope it's not too small to see. hi jiaxin, linked sabby.

we should get out you know. the HOLS!

hahah tagging spree? only heard of shopping. heehee

good luck rachelt! and i tagged most of you back.

the sun held that kind of sad beauty,

dull orange fire in the bloodred skies.

the water seemed to be cast in the same shade

of carmine, and we held hands as the sun dipped below the

horizon, knowing that whatever happened,

we'd still have each other.

it's been quite a long time since i've blogged...

well in my terms, actually, it's been quite

happening over here that i've got no time.

it's a late saturday night...so i dragged my heavy ass

up to give you fellow bloggers some

pictorial evidence of my life.

well on friday we had LSP, last lesson...

so not much to do. so we took pics and just spent our

time slacking...haha made a lot of noise

and ms Q is easily pissed.hehe.

after band i went to watch the volleyball girls

play, and it's so cool! gosh i love volleyball.

and i found out from clarabelle(a.k.a.belle)

that she DSAed short-put and joined volleyball.

so now she has 3 CCAs. pro.

amazing... i LOVE vballlllll!!!!!!

then went to mama's house for daddy's birthday celebration!

which was a blast, really. i have pictures

later. we had nasi lemak and loads of other kuehkueh

and snacks. and like almost the whole family

came over, talked for awhile and came back

at midnight absolutely bushed. which is why i didn't

post, obviously.

*rolls eyes* currently meister is getting tickled by

dad and trying to gain my attention. but i'm

not falling for that. you know, i'm pretty good

at shutting off when i want to, being

really emo and everything.

anyway, today i went out with isabel

and anni to parkway! we met at parkway cos i thought

i had piano at 2.30pm but it was cancelled,

so from parkway immediately

headed off to the library(marine parade)

for LA project. we ate lunch, me and anni was

like 20 mins late(sorry isabel) and then we went

window shopping!! which was LOVELY!

fox has got a sale on, esprit too, but as usual

i can't buy anything even with my own money.

ahhhhhh. then in the middle got a call saying i had to babysit

my sister while going out with my friends. MAJOR

BUMMER! not that my younger sister is a pain

of what (okay maybe she is) but i mean.

I'M FREAKING GOING OUT. so i have no privacy.

i'm just some sort of free maid. and i'm

also supposed to walk her to cat class(which i didn't in the end)

and carry her bag(which i did).

i lovelovelove anni's black skinnies and

isabel's red checkered shirt. heeeheee.

so my parents are nagging again,

i shall reply my taggers tomorrow!

angela, dad and me!
us three sisters!chenine is so pretty!

the family who stayed for dinner. from

left to right: che nine, mama, me, mum, meister, dad, aunty glor.

isabel and me!

anni and isabel!

us again! i look horrible. so uber tall.

at gramophone listening to very obscure tunes.

a blur and cute picture of anni!

me and isabel in school gear.

playing with the hankies...

me and anni at gramophone again!

the three of us looking so happy!

the three of us and my sister!

(uhm she looks abit weird but we didn't bother to take again)

aren't they sweet?

okay they're not a couple or something. scrub that.

oh i'm sooooo frappes-and-fudge tired now...

i realized that i have a smaller appetite and

need longer sleeping hours.

is this part of growing up? i heard sleep

helps you be healthier and

lose weight i guess. and the less eating?

definetely. so when i told aunty gladys

about my weight issues, she was like "this is

your first teen year," in a matter-of-fact voice.

"and after this you'll be getting your curves... ah i can see you've

got very nice hips already..." so let's just give

me the benefit of the doubt and believe her!

of course now i have to go and buy/find a skipping

rope and skip when i have the time downstairs.

the pool's under-maintained no matter how

many times we write in, so the next time

i can go swim is probably when isabel invites

us to her (AWESOME) house again.

which is where a very nice sparkly pool is located.

then again, it may be all the extra band lessons

we've been taking, seriously!

like four times of CCA in a weeks?

?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

ah so i've finished printing my RS, which

our group finally got done recently.

i really hope i ace this otherwise my maths for

the end of years grade is going down.

please visit this blogshop!

no tagging unless you wanna buy something

or advertise your own blogshop, thanks.

http://allourpaperbags.blogspot.com

and by the way it is sweltering hot.

well shall i make this a short or long post?
i wrote the paragraph today, the "exteremely" sick one.
shall i post it for you people's enjoyment? well
i am capable of writing rather good scenes like this,
but since it has never really happened to me, i
can only refer to my imagination and of course, very
descriptive books of mine.

***

i wrote half the damn story and then deleted it.
it is kinda sick after all.
ahh i don't doubt i'm good. hehe just kidding.
so anyway. mr swee asked the
meaning of penultimate and i didn't get
it right. *bashes head against computer*. and this
is why my display name is "[roeslyn.//who sucks.]"
and roeslyn is a name that SOOO does not suit me.
it is too demure.
yay i found a whole bag of items to sell that
are probably worth more
than $10...
and i left my two huge paperbags at
isabel's house. PAISEH! hope they weren't too much
of an inconvenience to her!
so i smsed her to give me back on thurs
but she didn't reply yet. ahhhh.
oh i can'tcan'tcan'tcan'tcan'tcan't
can't and ABSOLUTELY CANNOT get sick.
not now! not now! NOOOO.
yesterday during computing we were pairing random
people together to test compatibility and blahblahblah
well we went to this webbie for the horoscopes and stuff,
then me and wenjia's parents got this
bad results. whatever so i declare it's useless.
then we went to love calculator...omg it's
so damn fun luh we paired things like
romeo and juliet
and they came out 98%, toilet bowl and shit came
out 96%... wth luh damn funny! then we
searching searching
searching suddenly in the middle of isabel and me popped
out one head... the stupid joshua looking
at the screen!
KAYPOH! then he had eyes like...
noel trying to look cool... so excited sia...
then i shouted... lucky mr lum never scold
he's really
nice. arhhh what the toot. lucky he saw us typing
isabel's parent's names only. hehe never
see other things.
so later we found out he went there... LOUSY LUH!
(lousy has somehow become my favourite word)
veryveryfunfun!
haiz just found out i can't go on sunday!
*wahahahhahahahahahaha*
sadsad. well at least can go on 15 june that
one mum said okay already. seatmate bonding-
do not disturb!
and imma going to bintan to soak up
the sand and surf. oh god!! HAPPY!
note to self: should start working hard to look good
in red arena suit.

oh my arms died.

cos today, it was shannen/nennash's birthday celebration!

so first went to her house to meet up, then went ice skating

at kallang leisure park. had loads of fun! yok teng,

cheryl, brennan(aka shannen's bro) and andrew

(aka shannen's cuz) came over too. then we had

KFC and i had to leave for piano! *sadsad*

so didn't watch angels and demons with them.

but went back afterwards to her house. then yok teng and

cheryl went home earlier cos yok teng wants to

watch her drama and

cheryl is subjected to the

torture of the peranakan ball. (i think it's a torture)

anyways. i stayed on then suddenly all

the cousins started arriving during our

house of the dead iii marathon. we played for 2 hours!

on shannen's wii. the thing was pirated so not

graphically advanced enough to scare

us. in the end me and shannen made it the furthest but

not the end. ahhh.

then we had a wii sports game and everyone

was very nice... had loads of fun beating

shannen's uncle (okay almost) at

boxing. (which shredded my muscles disabling

free movement of my very exhausted arms)

then after sweating bathtubs, went to john's (aka shannen's

other cousin) house for the last 15 mins of

arsenal vs manchester united match. football yes.

i had a reaction. how surprising.

so i enjoyed it totally and her family was

very nice and everything. at least they don't describe

rooms "like shit". well. they don't use much coarse

language which is rather refreshing after

all the immature male homosapiens in my

class screaming wah lan and all that other

crap. so fun was of the essense today.

on friday, had full band as usual. and mr ng criticized our

school system and made it sound really

nerdy and everything is about studying

and it's really rigid and stuff. well i kind of believe him, which

is a first. then it rained and stormed

outside so it was really super cold and i could really reach

all my high notes. which made mr ng check all

of us, and i couldn't play the high G so he

was like "you keep playing like that you can

forget about playing french horn and brass instruments already"

he said it with a very final tone. which was pretty shocking

and demoralizing, obviously. then he demoted me

to 4th horn...oh dear now i have to learn the piece all over again.

ahh i wish i stayed in junior band. where i sort of belong.

and it was sooo embarrassing. oh deardeardear.

ahhh. i'm so worried about the whole RS

thingy, which my groupmates aren't exactly being

co-operative about. so i guess

i'll do 4 articles that'll have to pass off

as our lit. review, and then i can relax while

they do the survey and report. i have to nail this

or else i'll flunk math at the end of the year.

i am so scared i would cry.

heaven help me. i don't know where to go.

lost and so confused. wherever i turn, darkness

engulfs me. step forward or back, there

wouldn't be no difference, i'd still be empty and

hollow so extend your grace...

so today is "another piece of misery"

according to mr ng, pro and pyschic DHSSB conductor.

haiz, today was geog test, as you faithful

blog readers know, and well. i did pretty badly.

very badly. not that i got back the results but

i think i can forget about getting marks

for mapreading. and the page is worth like, 8 marks?

there goes 8/20 marks, and all my hopes of

compensating history(theory) and maths

marks.*POOF!* i was sleepy for most part

of the damn test anyway, so it made me

super careless! and maybe a bit

complacent..*high pitched voice soaked in sarcasm,

then voice breaks under the strain and a

horrible sobbing noise ensues*

and RS is NOT getting anywhere. ahhhh.

what am i going to do it replaces my maths marks!!

so i can be prepared for getting a D for maths

at the end of the year. if i'm lucky, C.

and maths was given back too,

i got the same percentage as the CT1.

which means i got a C. careless again.

so, "careless can kill". thanks mr foo.

what am i going to do now?

ahhhhh.

so now my current results are:

LA-next week

History(source-based)-next week

Geography-F for sure

History(theory)-D

Chinese-A

Maths-C

Science-A

i must be the world's biggest joke. the world's most pathetic,

lame and sadsadsad person.

so i must sign maths paper by today,

supershit this.

i shall reply my taggers, as they have been

so nice and supportive. hope everything turns out okay.

dearest cheryls, please leave your surname or

something because i have many cheryls to reply to.

anyway, it's a waste they cancelled lavel camp,

and i'm not ushering anyway there's no open

house is there? dj, a blogshop is a shop

online. in a blog. =.= okay i'll tag rachelt,sure have time

one! thanks for tagging so much anni! you are very skinny you'll

never look fat. and your sewing is good!

hehe isabel hope i can go for all our

planned outings after this disastrous volley

of results for subject assignments...

is DnT fun niya? and we haven't gone out in awhile.

and all who tried to cheer me up

for napfa...well thanks but next year... and

thanks for tagging liverpudlian.

now some really random pics.

i took this because it's cute, ok, not hot.

though i know he's hot.

i shall dedicate a hotties entry but not

now, no mood.

aslan! from the veryfabulous

NARNIA. (which by the way

also has a hot guy acting yeah)

the droplet shivered, then with another heavy
sob it fell to the groud, imprinting a perfect circle.

the night will swallow you up, the

only hope for survival will be the moon.

okay today i think i broke my record

of the most profanities said so explicitly in a single

set of 24 very short hours.

i am very pissed.

veryveryvery pissed. seriously, when you are crossing

me please think twice hor i only let these

b******* (censoring to protect innocence

of thy eyes, although not

really innocent anyway.)off cos they're teachers ok.

or should we say antagonists.

day 8. swayday. should've known.

firstly, had NAPFA today, so after chinese we

rushed like hell to the sports hall.

then ms lee was a bit "behind the scenes".

so this indian teacher came up (not being racist

or anything, just plain pissed) and started heading us.
then dunno what he ask

so i replied "35" because i thought he was asking

for the people in this class. then he turned to

me and said "i asked who's the chairman.

is your name 35?harh? is it?"

WTFHWTFHWTFH!!

i dug my nails into my flesh so hard, it

almost bled. i felt like just standing up

and leaving the hall okay. so what if i heard wrongly.

don't tell me he's so perfect never hear wrongly

before. so, piss-rory-off number 1.

then i managed to scrape through and get above Cs for everything,

even the 2.4km! which made me pleased lah.

then when it came to the pull-ups, the guy kept shouting

very uncivily in our direction.

whatever. so when it's my turn he kept

screaming and what lah, then he didn't count

my first two. WTH! then the last few also never count, so

i ended up with a E. and it's not even my fault ok,

i didn't "kick" or whatever shit he names

it after, i adjusted my darned feet which were sliding

on the stupid floor. helloh if i don't adjust then i will

drop and stop counting. if i adjust then i get this crap.

wow. amazing! *oozes sarcasm*

so we wanna do retest. spent the bloody new age searching for the

clipboard and found out

*somebody* gave the damn thing to the teacher, in the

end it wrecked our whole group's chances. frappe.

seriously, this sucks a lot. i worked my butt off for this, and

because of one item i have to bloody

bronze this thing. great!

and it's not even my fault lor.

then i found out that *somebody*

betrayed *somebody* and so i am NOT going to

acknowledge them for hmm let's see... forever? *nods head excitedly*

and now i'm in this great fight with my mum

because i got 60/80 for chinese test and it's a FREAKING

A and she tells me "good meh? i thought 65 then good."

ain't that what she told me when i got
a+ for science and a overall.

then she was like "now wait for maths results."

so means no matter how hard i work and no

matter how much i get, the only thing that matters

is maths results. and whatever i did badly in.

like history. oh don't think of it...
i feel like crying, so darn sad luh.

so today shall be a relatively short post

in terms of word content.

history was postponed to next week. sorta

good news, but we had more of bad news

today. firstly, LA test which mr swee very kindly

phrases as "assignment in class" (thanks but

didn't work there) is scheduled for next week,

and camp's replaced with lessons!!

WTH.hello holiday at least,we were supposed to

be playing you know. they'd better give

us a replacement camp or something

later in the year lah! DHS OWES THE WHOLE

SCHOOL 4 DAYS OF PLAYING.

so hopefully sunday i can persuade mum to

let me slack at isabel's house. and she says must

let down hair. ahh. i'd be glad to. that's

when you can see the "wisps".

missed the darn bus today,

didn't feel like running for it. so went home

with ngee siang (coincidence) after NSW, which

was quite easy as most of the things were

studied, but p5p6 never study also can pok! come out.

why am i speaking in singlish.

anyways, don't wanna jinx the thing so now concentrate

on geog CT! wish me luck kays, i'll need it.

i'm so glad for the bunch of friends i have now.

they gave me confidence to smile at the camera

again. seriously if you compare it to

last time i was super-camera-shy and didn't

know what to do about it.

so now i conclude that the litmus test for

friends shall be if they can make me feel comfortable

about myself. which all true friends do to each other,

don't they?

TAKE A LOOKIE AT MY GORGEOUS FRIENDS.

of course this time it was just four of us, i have a whole circle of friends

okay. spent the whole recess taking pics,

which might seem very vain

but it really makes you feel pretty darn good

about yourself. so i have found out another stress-reliever.

us four!

cute aren't we?

angle a bit buay gam but it's alright.

another shot!

me and the very pretty isabel sia.

us in a row(i know my glasses are covering my eyes)

being happy...

smiles everyone!

cool effect, step ladder.

being really pyschotic.

isabel,anni and me!

just being girlfriends.

million watt smiles,everyone.

erms.heads chopped off.

amazingly amazing.

anni triple poking my face.

the cool, calm and collected.

wenjia and i!!

so hope this is "glam" enough for your

taste, isabel warned me against posting unglam shots

of us. ah i can feel the warmth oozing out

of our smiles.(a bit thick-skinned bah)hahahaha,

getting ready for tuition later.

thanks isabel for pointing out

that i accidentaly deleted the credits

with the archives. shit.

on the brighter side, today i'm so

totally over with 3 things:

settling the re-downloading for my phone,

the dumb maths worksheet which i can't

even remember the title of,

and some people. i mean, i

want things to work out for us but i'm really

tired of spending so much time on something

that sucks so much life out of me and

gives absolutely ZILCH back. i've learned

that from my SAC experience.

seriously, what am i gonna do with this?

i don't know how to continue, so i guess

giving up is the next available option.

anyway, today was pretty cool cos mama came

over, then we had BK for brekkie and i

ordered a enormous omelette sandwich.

oh, i am also over the whole diet thing. or at least

trying to be over it. i think what matters most is

how one thinks about oneself, and

confidence is the most important,isn't

it? what everyone else tells you are just...

guidelines(Pirates of the Carribean much?)

then i completed The Year My Sister Got Lucky,

which just emphasizes the point that

Aimee Friedman can write good teen

books without introducing (much, as compared

to the other scandalous stuff i've read) sex and other

dirty details. so now, basically, i'm looking

forward to my hols shopping spree, which i have just

realized will sit perfectly in the peak

of the GSS if we plan it properly.

yesterday mum just told me as i was clearing the clothes

for the blogshop that she wouldn't buy

all my old clothes, which pissed me off

pretty well, since all my clothes are

in FANTASTIC condition. (and it's thanks to

mum's amazing washing skills,

honed since age 8. how ironic to insult

yourself) anyway i'll just leave

it to the others to tell me what i should

put in the blogshop, i'm not exactly incharge

anyway. and sis doesn't want any of

my clothes. why, i cannot comprehend.

instead she chooses to wear the same colors,

same clothes day in day out. imma pray she grow

up and see the light.

something gross here: a beetle, get this beetle

flew into my ear just now!! super-eeks lah!

i was squealing (yes i made a horrible

high-pitched sound not unlike the pig in Animal

Farm which got it's namesake from this

unglam sound.) and beating my ear and thank

the Federation of Bleeding Insects(FBI)

it came off me. then i looked down and

saw this entire line of ants crowding around

i-don't-want-to-know-what, and seriously i took

the ant-roller(here i mean an IKEA lint-

remover) and steam-rolled them minus the steam.

now every tingle feels like an insect crawling over me.

oh well. paranoia kicking in.

my ex-tuition-teacher aka my sis' current tuition teacher

aka che priscillia found a lost schnauzer in the

park so she decided to bring it home to join

oscar. they named it rex and according to

my sis he's very friendly and easily trusting.

which is bad for a dog, i guess.

it has been a journey of self-revelations so far.

oh crap i didn't do RS homework.

ngee siang will plummel me.

so i decided to change my blogskin,

finally i dragged my ass to do it.

i know the mixpod is screwed,

but at least it works! and i may have

accidentaly deleted my archives link.

oh well, there's not much i can do about

it except not to care, is there?

finished inkheart yesterday!

a very nice book, but not so roller-coastery

as the theif lord or dragon rider.

so i think i shall buy

inkspell and inkdeath if i ever come across

the funds. and obviously the space for them.

now reading the year my sister got lucky,

by aimee friedman the author of

a novel idea! which you really should read

if you have the time and it's so incredibly

rare, so please read if you find it.

friday we had LSP and found out it's probably the last

lesson! ;( bye miss Q! we did "baby sewing",

used the sewing machine but instead of cloth and

thread we made a series of little holes in the

paper, so here are some pics.

me working very hard at this.

the foot pedal!

me again, courtesy of anni.

cheryl! poor thing she had to do two cos

miss Q found out she was using two pieces

of paper. (shh a lot of us did too.)

anni! she did very well, almost comparable to

BELLERIE THE ALMIGHTY PRO-NESS.

close up of anni! she followed my maple leaf.

copycat :P

the stupid buttons which left me

utterly bamboozled.

it was very hard work, but bellerie

of course did the best of our table,

her holes were all in the marker's lines.

i couldn't be very bothered, hehe.

so sad i wish we had one more cooking lesson at least.

now it's gonna be replaced by malay!

oh god... imma get some peranakan tips

from my ever patient mama.

she rocks the house. family. essentially everything.

okays i spent like 1 hour on this

post, thanks to the bloody pics.

of all the shitshitshitty days

in my pathetic exsistence, today

was probably going into the "World's

Most Miserable" list.

i'm gonna damn low for science and maths CT.

i feel it in my veins. cos i minused like

a whole ink barrel of marks on carelessness

and pure stupidity. sigh!

next week geog and history*groan*.

if i live past that, i'm a lucky girl.

even if it means getting hit by a car seconds

after leaving school. what the heck.

sheeeeeeeeeeeesh!

let's not dwell on the unhappiness life brings.

today wenjia said she's gonna join our

blogshop project! whoopee!

after the CTs i hope they replace level camp with

the hols. which will be even better if there's

no homework! can go slack and do the

stuff for blogshop. the sooner we earn money,

the better. then we've got a whole

list of places to visit during

the month-long hols, just hope that mummy will

be maganimous and allow me to go for all of them!

please luh, mummy! she's still awesome

about the blogshop thingy anyways.

so overall i'm really excited.

today got back the ACC test thing, and i did

surprisingly well-13/30!

i mean, c'mon lah i thought i would get

single digit lor... and we're still speculating

about the backstabber who's gonna get it.

i have such good friends. i love my friends.

kinda comfortable with the social situation in DHS

now, as complicated as it was in SAC so i can handle it.

i've done loads worse before, this is loose

but what can you expect? the name of my msn

contact group for drover is "[drover.tooearlytoomuchtoosoon]"

which i think is rather apt, hmm? i goes to show

that anything can happen. and the SAC one

is "[sacps.theliesanddeceptiondidn'tkillus]"

which i hope will be when i look back on our class.

we ROCK THE HOUSE.

seriously, after my encounter in SAC, i realize that

sometimes, friendships are so breakable, it's good

to place some carpet 'fore your floor gets

scratched. better still, have a marble floor.

(if you get my drift) so don't put too much faith

in a relationship, cos anything can happen!

(i might sound like i have lots of experience but

i'm just learning) not that my current

friends are not good! we ROCK!

i feel so much better when they're

around! lovelovelove all my

friends in drover and

everywhere else!

but found out

that someone somewhere is being an

arse. won't specify sex. (i know you're breaking

out in uncontrollable giggles)

gotta bathe now, seeing that the computer

is LAGGING. oh i NEED a bath. che nine is coming!