i am so sad.

i'm stuck at home D:!

supposed to go back to school today, see,

but parents SO not allowing.

i'm not on LOA so marked as AWVR

(absent without valid reason) when there

actually is a valid reason, which is H1N1.

because my parents don't want me to

join the surge of potential H1N1-ers

and i have 3 relatives who have low

immunes and if i bring it back from

school these three people will be

in serious trouble. so i emailed

ms ng and she told me i am AWVR

and i cannot even access moodle!

although i got some geometric thingy.

?! rights. it's depressing okay.

like some punishment for not coming

to school but hey it's not my fault.

I MISS SCHOOL and feel so bad about not

going but if my parents don't want then not

my problem rights? then ms ng didn't

call dad up i guess. so i dunno. hope

isabel explained it. sort of.

then now stuck at home, revising

stuff. ACK... i hope i didn't miss much today.

and i'm not going back till wednesday-ish!

ohohohoh. i feel TERRIBLE.

i wonder if the school will scold me

for not coming. aiyah. especially *someones

who can scold very well*. ohdeardear.

let it raaaaaaaaaaain.

i will call isabel at 2.20pm to check

on what happened today.

aahhhhh. i feelo-LOUSEEO.

saaaad.

lost.

dunno what now.

hopeless.

aahh.

i end with a scream.

okay i have had two days of awesomeness
but haven't been able to find time to post.
SORRY! so now you shall
get all the details.
TUESDAY!
we had the most wonderful time.

niya, sab, diane, kah heng and i went to watch a movie!

met at citylink mall to walk all the way

to marina square. sab was wearing pink *insert shrieking*

and dark blue skinnies which made her

look supersexy! and i think she cut her hair too,

but not so drastic as mine. niya had these really cute

earrings. and for once diane didn't wear something

red or white or mashimaro-y. god save the hamtaros.

kah heng, apparently, followed us and this is the first

time she's got to go out! hehe she was quite

close with diane so they chatted at the back

with sab, niya and me going gaga infront.

sab, sick as usual. she claims her school is

full of sick people (i.e. NUS High) and i think

she defined sick in the school. ahhh.

okay so we watched Hannah Montana. very stupid right?

WRONG! the show was uber-cool!

not as funny as the series but very entertaining. niya

seemed to know all the songs, so i believe she put some

RGS-research into this movie. and the SUPERHOT

lucas till acted!! AHHHH. i miss being in a

girl's school sometimes. and my old friends i guess.

freaking out with girls who know good-looking

"angmoh" guys! lols, miss those days.

actually i was supposed to get home by 4pm but i was 2 hours late!

oh wells. and yes the movies i have GOT TO

watch this year are harry potter(draco malfoy business

with niya),new moon(gonna get back for not

catching twilight) and aliens in the attic(ashley tisdale! niya

would love this).i practically swatted niya's arm

when harry potter trailer came on. so much

for not being a girly-girl. but when you've been in a

all-chick arena for so long, it's a bit impossible

to not be a bit bimbo at some points. hehe.

then we had pizza for lunch.which turned out to be

really expensive. kah heng left, so we four

trained over to somerset to take neoprints! the first one was

an epic fail, only like 4 of the photos came out alright.

the second one was a lot better but

heehee more expensive. then diane and sabby

separated the neoprints while me and niya

shopped at the adjacent shop for accessories. wheeeee

got a really nice pair of huge button

earstuds in yellow! and the second one is white and blue but

got conned luh, it's a bit flimsy. so i shall take extra care

of it. only 90c seh, so i got four jelly bangles in dark

green. yay! so many things, $2.70 only!

whoo. then i rushed home. approximately 15 secs

before the train reached eunos, i remembered to take a photo

for the blog! here it is:

from left to right: niya, sab, diane and me! a toast to awesomeness.

hehe. next monday going out with isabel, next

wednesday going BINTAN, next sunday doing project,

following monday maybe going meg's house for sleep

over! pending, wish me luck!

the end of my summer is the last week of june-mid july.

so that's when summer love will end...

and a new crisp autumn shall begin!

hahah. not like i even had a summer love, or am going to have

one. wait. nevermind i didn't say anything.

i have decided dancing is sexy. seriously!

it makes you feel so good about yourself! not that

you're gonna dance in front of anyone, but yeah. can't wait to go

clubbing where everyone's so obsessed with their dance partner they can't

see anyone else, certainly not a little girl at the corner

who dances real badly. oh i have classified myself

as little since the last height check where i

rorienne eleanor did not grow. mm-mm. not one bit.

i have fallen into despair and despondency after finding out that

everyone around me grew and i shall stay

midgeted for eternity. what the hell. must do skipping, or whatever.

like tomorrow, imma be jogging to east coast with

my family... hope i can make it there that is. and i have no idea

what i shouldwear for this occasion. i guess an addidas shirt(which is

pretty awesome, really) and dark blue FBTs

can make it? oh well. who cares, weekday mornings are so empty.

have to get going on my homework, past

four days have been exceedingly hectic, band from dawn till dusk, literally.

which is quite fun luh, after you think about it.

i must work on my ambochure. how do you spell that.

*after checking* oh. i'm just missing an "r" between "b"

and "o". ah, should've known. playing in the

senior quartet on saturday, please wish me luck!

*after checking more* i also found out

that the french horn is the hardest instrument to play. kudos

to binbin, choo chin, jiaxin, wenyi, etc. cos they're

DAMN GOOD. not like me. i'm still learning. haven't even got the

correct ambrochure. oh no.

still thinking whether i should go to mr ng directly after

rhythm xxiii. ahhhh.

so, homework. i've only found the words for chinese book report

and [a long corridor's section] or [chang lang de na yi

duan]. okehhh getting overly-lame here.

still left with LA, History, 2 questions of Geog

and...dunno luh. oh god.

the thunderbird's breath came in ear-splitting

deep growls that shook the earth,

and martha quickened her pace.

she knew the great bird almost always brought its

cousin with it-the rain.

i am so sorry that i did not post

for ages. i am sure by the time you read this post,

blogger would have shut down or something.

(haha just kidding, that'll happen in an entire age)

so here i am anyways. well, the holidays have officially begun,

but not enjoying it very much. 4 day band camp!

my god, it lasts for 10 hours, okay?! (and

you all know how much i hate band) apparently this

goes on for the whole of the year, every single holiday. hello.

there is something known as homework which

this thing called teachers piles on this

group of people known as poor students. which,

obviously, i am a not-so-proud member of.

so i have to last another three days, and saturday

for the concert. then i think there's practice

on the last week of the hols. damn, from

got holiday to no more holiday luh. tyring very hard to convince myself

to look forward to bintan and 15 june and hopefully

6 episcia outing. reading the stupid chinese book

every chance i get, amazingly it's quite interesting!

but it's very primary school grade, which of course

is pure chimonology for me, the "chau ahng moih"

(don't know how fredrick fielding pronounces it,

but it's downright laughable for a tru-blu singaporean

like myself, but also, in a way, really cute)

well, yesterday i visited tampines one for the first time.

yesh i know what you're thinking,

i'm such a lagger. whatever, i've been uber-busy and

anyway, i don't have the funds for places like sushi tei

and uniqlo and topshop *hint:the person who does indulge in

these luxuries plays a very important part in seatmate

bonding.* mum got a really neat green shirt from

uniqlo, and angela got a cool blue shirt form there too.

dad thinks the place sells high-quality stuff. ooh,

form someone who hates shopping, that's something.

i didn't buy anything from the tm/cSQ/tam1 except for my band

stuff and a box of takopachi. i got my white band shirt

from G2000, by the way. hehe from $50 to $30 so i

bought. heehee. it's really nice. i finally understand why

people pay $50 for a plain cotton long-sleeved workblouse.

then got these pair of court shoes from bata,

stupid-looking uncomfortable and neccessary. oh well.

and i have no idea what stockings are. so i asked

binbin and she said anything, long socks that are beige?

so i got the all-the-way-up one known as pantyhose. am i even

supposed to be posting this. who cares.

i have a feeling i'm gonna be damn hot in all this. well, anyways.

gotta have my beauty sleep for tomorrow. ahh sigh.

thank goodness i'm missing the morning part of band

on the 3rd, having prize-giving ceremony at 8am in ACSI.

apparently i have won a consolation prize for

a certain work of mine, LA of course, if i got it for anything

else i'd be in volleyball owning

a nike sports top.